i woke up at 8am in the morning. practically chiong-ed out of bed to the computer table. cos i had PW meeting at 8am in the morning. who the hell set such an early timing. that person must be an idiot. *pause and think* ok that idiot WAS me. anyhow, we managed we finished what we suposed to do. and i went back to sleep at 11. woke up again at 2.45 and my dad sarcastically said "why you so early wake up? havent 3 leh.."

anyhows, had breakfast/lunch/teabreak. yes when i was eating, my dad was having his teabreak. then lazed around. watch TV, laugh loudly. (Hey! it rhymes!) then bathed and went to my grandma house. finally a home cooked meal after weeks. you dont know how sick i am of outside food already. that day clar said she likes to eat outside and i mentioned i hate outside food. and she started saying, eat home cooked food also very sian. no variety. i guess either way, theres its pros and cons.

and then, went home and started lying on the bed at 8 and gradually fell asleep. woken up by clar's call then went to sleep again. all the way until 5 this morning.

i like this feeling man. a sit back and relax day to end my 3 consecutive days of walking in town. and now, im all ready and recharged to face term 3. all the best to meeeeee!

now, i feel like puking after eating cornflakes with milk for breakfast. i had to clear the milk cs it expires by 7th July. theres still quite a bit. its free cos my sis brought home from work, like how i used to bring home ice cream. same company, you see.

i have 30 minutes left before i leave house, shall go prepare now.

today is a freaking bad day other than the fact that i met ziyu.

i know i shouldnt be online now. but some stupid guy decided to cut grass under my block now. its so distracting. so i think i should just rest for awhile even though ive been resting for 4 hours. haha! i think everybody is so jaded after the 3 papers, and we cant be bothered to study for the paper tomorrow. econs was crap. i seriously dont know how to do even though i think it wasnt very difficult. and when i was doing the paper, i told myself i have to study hard this term cos the feeling is so scary when you just stone there and dont know what to write. you know, for humans paper, you normally wont have time to think of other things. but i just keep stoning there.

chemistry was worse. i wasnt as scared as for econs paper. but i see the first question i kan chiong already. i think i left half the paper blank.

todays maths is the best. i left 76 marks blank. need i say more?

if i pass any of the paper for this common test, ill eat your shoes, thing. (but you'll have to mail it over). that just means its IMPOSSIBLE.

and for the first time during exam period, i dont have much appetite. you all know whenever im stress i just keep eating non stop. but this time, i only eat for the sake of eating cos i scared i lack of nutrients. HAHA!

tomorrow last paper and can enjoy for 4 days!! going to post celebrate my mum's birthday on either saturday/sunday. mum wants to eat Jumbo Seafood cos i occasionally mentioned about it when she came to pick me home from clarke quay on the day we went out. im going to eat veg there. ):

i couldnt sleep last night. i was hoping that the news that i heard was not true. its just too sudden. even when i was standing beside his coffin, i was secretly hoping its not him inside. hes one great teacher that one could have. now, i feel guilty. for always sleeping in his class. but its all too late to say now. hes gone. forever. for a dedicated teacher like him, this should not happen on him. but sometimes life is just so unpredictable. at least he looks peaceful. perhaps, he'll be happier in the other world.

Rest In Peace, Mr Kelvin Tan. you'll always be the teacher i respect. the poster you gave me is still on my wall. even if i cant remember anything about nazi state, i will always remember you. thanks for everything.

these pretty much sums up what ive been doing during the times my com crashed. out with clar, jac, cy and bird to gardens where we sang at K Garden and had dinner at Cartel. out with rachel, jane and zhan yee to town to shop. hockey bbq party at jerm's place. and had class bbq yesterday at joyce's house where we attempted to study beforehand but failed cos we just kept eating.

besides the times im out, im trying very hard to study but failed as well cos im either being distracted or feeling tired all the time. so im pretty sure im going to fail my mid years and dad knows it. but he says dont fail so badly. hehe.

one more week till end of hols. and i havent met up with ziyu. hellooo?!!? can you please save some time for me. i know school's been a chore for you. and that envirolympics thingy. hope it was a success event! and please take care of your health cos im sure you are gonna fall sick soon.

dad and sis say i have a bad sense of direction. cos i said beach road was near chinatown. and when i saw the road sign which points beach road to both sides at a junction, i asked how come got 2 beach road. and my dad says im stupid cos beach road is one whole stretch. ): spent some quality time together. had dinner at some fu zhou yu yuan place where dad always eat that for supper when he was young. then chilled out at Han's and had Rochor Tau Huay. YUMMY! (: im hoping that there wont be height and weight taking after school reopens. sigh. my round face shows it all.

oh and i realise there are alot of weird people nowadays.
1) was at library with sis and we left our bags on a couch in a box and left for lunch. came back and the couch was outside the box with people sitting inside the box. they think they very funny.

2) was at library with sis again. she put a cookbook which she wanted to borrow on her bag and left for lunch. came back, some childish people changed the book to a storybook. -_-

3) my asics was stolen. i feel so sad. that stupid nugget used the same trick to steal it again!! he used a stick to kope it from the inside of my gate. (the place where i put my shoes. you girls should know where). and my dad damn cute lah. he came back from work. saw the stick lying on the floor outside the gate. he immedaitely checked if he lost his shoes. (his shoes were stolen twice) he saw that his shoes werent stolen, he was damn happy and moved the stick away. -_-. went to NPP to report the next day. that stupid policeman says we ASSUMES that thief is a guy and we ASSUMED he used a stick just because the 3 times our shoes were stolen, there were sticks around. HELLO??!?! isnt it obvious? basket. i want my shoes back. ):

alrightttt im supposed to be studying now. dad is still up at this hour(2:50AM). weird. anyway HAPPY PAPA's DAY to him!! =D

i realise the expression on my face always reflects my feelings/moods. i always make no attempt to hide it. is it a good or bad thing?

PW seriously suck. its a stupid subject. wasted 2 nights thinking of a new plan. end up, my teacher accepted the previous plan which he said has no rationale behind it. stupid.

havent been sleeping well for the past few days. i lie on the bed for very long and still cant sleep. when i sleep, i keep dreaming. i dreamt of thing the other day. weird dream.

time is passing too quickly. second week, third day. havent started studying at all. and i just realised theres holiday homework.

i left my uniform in school yesterday. and my keys were in my skirt. ended up sitting outside my house before my dad came to rescue me. thanks to aida, i got back my uniform today. (aida's my vice capt)

havent met up with you girls since the start of holidays. why are you all so busy. im too lazy to go out nowadays. you can dont ask me out cos i dont like to reject people.

im so angry with myself cos i missed 3 days of bao jia wei guo. >(

hey girls. im ok lah. i blogged about that just to let you all know. cos i think you all should know. no worries man!