i miss the past especially much tonight. ive been missing zhonghua alot lately. and I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH.
i miss going to find you all after school.
i miss having lunch with you all.
i miss thing's lame jokes.
i miss studying with you all under the umbrella.
i miss just spending time with you all.
i miss screaming and doing stupid things with you all.
i miss doing birthday surprises with you all.
I. JUST. MISS. YOU. ALL.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
my sis has all kinds of friend. rich one, smart one, sporty one, funny one..and now, a friend whos in the entertainment industry! SO COOL!!!!!!!!
her primary school friend recently added her on facebook and she realised he have been acting, writing songs etc. and his sister was my primary school friend too!! he wrote 我的太陽 for yang zong wei and just finished filming hua mu lan. COOL!!!
why i dont have such friends...? hahaha.
her primary school friend recently added her on facebook and she realised he have been acting, writing songs etc. and his sister was my primary school friend too!! he wrote 我的太陽 for yang zong wei and just finished filming hua mu lan. COOL!!!
why i dont have such friends...? hahaha.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
finished watching Boys Before Flowers today! its the korean version of liu xing hua yuan! the story's about the same but the guys inside are totally good looking! and my favourite!!
hes the korean version of Xi Men, called So Yi Jung. super cute!
and i realise korean shows dont always choose the most good looking one as lead. they choose the one with the most charisma!
korean version of Dao Ming Si, Gu Jun Pyo!
the korean version of Hua Ze Lei is not bad too. but i cant find a nice photo. go watch the show!! even my dad watched it! he watched it before me! =O oh yah, their child version also damn cute!!
Saturday, May 16, 2009
two days consecutively at CCAB makes me feel like playing hockey.
there were 2 hockey matches on thursday. but i didnt forget my aim of going to CCAB. to support the volleyball guys!!! they were great. though they lost to hwa chong 3-0 on thursday, they put up a good fight. and hwa chong no. 7 is damnnnnn shuai! youwen, i envy you. ):
friday, they played for the 3rd/4th placing. didnt plan to go initially but went down anyways since some of my classmates decided to go. very exciting match against vj. and we won!!! the volleyball guys did a great job! and the vj supporters were really sore about it. HAH.
i think volleyball is such a friendly game. they dont have any body contact with the opposing team and they will just cheer whenever they score a point. haha. but their warming up is really cool. they will take turns to just keep spike-ing/zham-ing ball at the opponents. and they have to keep sliding on the floor. poor thing.
so our half day holiday is gone since bball didnt even make it to the finals this year. sigh. i think the school will close down all sports cca soon. the school is really bias one lah. and damn practical. hate it.
and MANCHESTER UNITED IS THE CHAMPION!!! =D
there were 2 hockey matches on thursday. but i didnt forget my aim of going to CCAB. to support the volleyball guys!!! they were great. though they lost to hwa chong 3-0 on thursday, they put up a good fight. and hwa chong no. 7 is damnnnnn shuai! youwen, i envy you. ):
friday, they played for the 3rd/4th placing. didnt plan to go initially but went down anyways since some of my classmates decided to go. very exciting match against vj. and we won!!! the volleyball guys did a great job! and the vj supporters were really sore about it. HAH.
i think volleyball is such a friendly game. they dont have any body contact with the opposing team and they will just cheer whenever they score a point. haha. but their warming up is really cool. they will take turns to just keep spike-ing/zham-ing ball at the opponents. and they have to keep sliding on the floor. poor thing.
so our half day holiday is gone since bball didnt even make it to the finals this year. sigh. i think the school will close down all sports cca soon. the school is really bias one lah. and damn practical. hate it.
and MANCHESTER UNITED IS THE CHAMPION!!! =D
Sunday, May 10, 2009
OH! i forget to tell you guys about two incident that make me very angry even till this moment i am typing it. Whenever i think of it, i want to explode.
That day ( quite long ago) i was ordering food at KFC, a indian manager serve me. My bill was $4.50. I gave him a $50. Then he asked me for a 50 cents. I was using a pouch with a lot of things inside ( my keys, thumbdrive, money, ez link, atm card) so it was damn difficult for me to get coins out. So i said i don't have. Then he asked "really arh?" So i try to be nice and i pour everything out from my pouch and i only got 40cents. My friend who is behind me walk over and gave the manger a 50 cents. Then the manager gave me change that consist of four $10 one $5 and two 50cents. TWO 50 cents. WTH right?! Is he trying to be funny?! I feel like stranggling him on the spot.
Yesterday when i was on the bus, i doze off and i woke up because i can feel someone keep touching my waist. So i open my eyes, A FREAKING INDIAN MAN was sitting beside me, his elbow keep touching my waist, i didn't move because i want to see what he is up to, then he slowly move his hands towards my leg. !@#$%^&*()_ I "ahem" very loudly, make a very big movement and place my bag in between the two of us and gave a super bu shuang look. This BLOODY INDIAN MAN, pretend to look outside the window and look at my facial expression! ARGH! !@#$%^&*()_+ Then i roll my eyes at him, then he press the bell and got down the bus. Before he get down, he still smile at me. TMD! He still got the cheek to smile at me! RAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! Very angry! Is always indian leh! The other time on the bus also indian. Damn annoying!
My sister's boss is also an indian and she keep picking on my sister. My sister will come home and complain to me every now and then. I swear all these make me feel like being racist.
That day ( quite long ago) i was ordering food at KFC, a indian manager serve me. My bill was $4.50. I gave him a $50. Then he asked me for a 50 cents. I was using a pouch with a lot of things inside ( my keys, thumbdrive, money, ez link, atm card) so it was damn difficult for me to get coins out. So i said i don't have. Then he asked "really arh?" So i try to be nice and i pour everything out from my pouch and i only got 40cents. My friend who is behind me walk over and gave the manger a 50 cents. Then the manager gave me change that consist of four $10 one $5 and two 50cents. TWO 50 cents. WTH right?! Is he trying to be funny?! I feel like stranggling him on the spot.
Yesterday when i was on the bus, i doze off and i woke up because i can feel someone keep touching my waist. So i open my eyes, A FREAKING INDIAN MAN was sitting beside me, his elbow keep touching my waist, i didn't move because i want to see what he is up to, then he slowly move his hands towards my leg. !@#$%^&*()_ I "ahem" very loudly, make a very big movement and place my bag in between the two of us and gave a super bu shuang look. This BLOODY INDIAN MAN, pretend to look outside the window and look at my facial expression! ARGH! !@#$%^&*()_+ Then i roll my eyes at him, then he press the bell and got down the bus. Before he get down, he still smile at me. TMD! He still got the cheek to smile at me! RAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! Very angry! Is always indian leh! The other time on the bus also indian. Damn annoying!
My sister's boss is also an indian and she keep picking on my sister. My sister will come home and complain to me every now and then. I swear all these make me feel like being racist.
lynette called me on friday and told me that she haven't seen me or hear from me for a month. That is when i realise i haven't been talking to you guys and updating you all about my life.
I am having two modules now. Japanese and Digital Modelling. Very tiring ( as usual) but somehow i am enjoying it. =)
I have a role play next week. I have to memorize lots and lots of lines that i don't really understand and i must act when i am blabbering stuff that i don't understand. 0.o
Digital Modelling almost tricked me into believing that i am playing The Sims. =)
Iam like building houses for my sims, just that they can't move in.
OH! Did i tell you guys Sims 3 is coming out?! I am so excited but i can't buy it unless i get a new computer. My computer can't support Sims 3. =(
I love and miss you guys a lot. =)
I am having two modules now. Japanese and Digital Modelling. Very tiring ( as usual) but somehow i am enjoying it. =)
I have a role play next week. I have to memorize lots and lots of lines that i don't really understand and i must act when i am blabbering stuff that i don't understand. 0.o
Digital Modelling almost tricked me into believing that i am playing The Sims. =)
Iam like building houses for my sims, just that they can't move in.
OH! Did i tell you guys Sims 3 is coming out?! I am so excited but i can't buy it unless i get a new computer. My computer can't support Sims 3. =(
I love and miss you guys a lot. =)
Saturday, May 09, 2009
(for my own memory sake)
Season ended yesterday, with us drawing with JJC 0-0 (bad luck match with so many balls hitting the post. #@$*&#@$$%), won PJC 2-0 (savour the victory), lost to VJC 3-0 (good fight put up), lost to ACJC 6-0 (stupidest mistake ever). We played our last match against SAJC and lost 3-0. But I'm glad we gave our best, though there's so much more that we can improve on. But it's all over now and I shall not harp on it.
Joining hockey is probably one of the very few decisions that I made myself and I'm proud of. Hockey is more than a CCA; it taught me so much, gave me so much happiness, stress, fun and friendship. It's amazing how we started out as pure strangers but eventually, came together to undergo all tough trainings and work as a team and joining A Divisions. From all the suicides, intervals, triangles, butterflies, drills, fitness and strenghtening, to all the fun, laughter, sweat, tears, blood, injuries, every moment still seems so real, even up till this point. I've never regretted joining hockey, even when fitness seems to be so tough, I feel like giving up, my teammates will always be there to spur me on. Even when I'm sad and stressed about friendlies or matches, they'll be there to calm me down and tell me I can. Simple words like "Don't worry, you'll do fine." makes wonder and is really what keeps me going and feel like giving my all for the team.
And the fact that we never seem to get enough of each other, make me even harder to let go now. From trainings, to meals, to mugging-turn-stress-hence-ball-hitting sessions to making fun of each other whenever we see each other in school during breaks, I could remember everything so clearly like I'm flipping a book now. When everything seems tough and I thought school sucks to the max, they came into my life and make me look forward to school everyday(especially after school). We became so close like a family. And the D is like our home. Whenever I feel sad or angry or stressed, I know I can always go back home, to hit some balls and my family will always be there.
I've learnt so much from hockey. There are times when we were pissed with each other during trainings, but I've learnt to let things that happened on the pitch remained there. I've learnt not to say sorry on the pitch; learnt to motivate myself; learnt to accept every individual for who they are; learn so much, so much...
Some people may think we are ridiculous, being so emox after every match, and especially now when our season has ended, I just want to tell these people. Don't think you understand us, 'cos you are not in our position. You don't know how much this means to us so I would appreciate if you could give your two cents worth of comment to yourself.
And to people who have always been very supportive of us, THANKS A LOT. Thanks to the guys for coming down to support us every match, thanks to 17/08 for being so supportive and wishing me good luck before every match, and thanks to anyone else who supported us. And to those who think who couldn't make it, thanks for doubting us and making us want to prove to you all we can do it.
To those who pin so much hopes on us, especially Saiful and Ms Tay: Sorry, we let you down.
There are so many "if only" that I could think of now. Like if only we started our trainings earlier; if only we trained harder; if only this, if only that. But I'm more than glad that we've come so far, to where we are now. We didn't reach our goals of getting to the semis, but we are like one of the team with only 3 experienced players in the Top 6. We all started learning hockey from scratch and started proper training in around August 2008. But we have all improved so much since we started out. I guess what we lack of is experience, and for that, I really have no regrets and I'm glad we are able to make it to the Top 6.
To tell people that I'm ok is really a lie. 'cos it's just so hard to let go. But I will move on soon and focus on my studies and do well for my A's to shut some peoples mouth shut.
I will miss trainings so much, so much from now on. Even if I were to choose again, I will still choose hockey, with no hesitation.
TEAM AJC 2008-2009
I'm a high school player.
I'm a team player.
I play with my friends and with some of my enemies, but I respect everyone when it comes to my sport.
I know I'm not going to get a multi-million dollar contract to play professionally. I know I may not even get my name in the paper.
I play for love of the game.
For the pride and honor, for the blood, sweat, and tears it takes to make the team, to earn the spot, to win the game.
I play because I can, I play because I know that my life would be empty without the sport I play.
I would have a lack of everything my sport gives me... integrity, courage, talent, fearlessness, pride, strength, stamina, will, and the heart of a champion.
If I didn't play, I would lose a part of me.
I'm an athlete. I'm a girl.
I'm a champion, not because my team always wins, but because when we don't, we learn from our mistakes.
We try to fix them, and most of all because we have fun.
I have built lifelong friendships and memories because of my being an athlete.
I leave everything on the field or court and continue to push myself.
I am never happy with second place, but I have learned to accept it.
I have learned to get over and through my anger and be the athlete and player I have always dreamed of being.
I don't play for my parents, for my family, for my friends; I don't play for my coach or my teachers or my school.
I play for myself but when I'm playing I represent them.
It isn't about winning or losing, but I hate to lose.
I won't settle for a tie, and I am not satisfied with 100%.
To play, you have to sacrifice everything, your body, your time, your sweat, blood, and tears, everything... for your team.
I am a player, and athlete and a champion, not because I know what it is like to win, but because I know what it is like to lose.
I know what it is like to feel the anger and pain that comes along with "second best."
I have been that girl with tears in her eyes, walking out to receive the second place trophy and clapping as the other team, my opponents, receive the first place one.
I know what it is like to lose, to win, to want to quit, to want to cry, to not want to get up.
I know what it is like to hear the cheers and yells for you.
I know what it is like to feel the pressure of everyone on your shoulders, and I know what it is like to choke under that pressure.
I know what it means to be an athlete, a true player, and that is why I play.
I am an athlete, a champion, a true player."
--- "An Athlete's Pride"
Season ended yesterday, with us drawing with JJC 0-0 (bad luck match with so many balls hitting the post. #@$*&#@$$%), won PJC 2-0 (savour the victory), lost to VJC 3-0 (good fight put up), lost to ACJC 6-0 (stupidest mistake ever). We played our last match against SAJC and lost 3-0. But I'm glad we gave our best, though there's so much more that we can improve on. But it's all over now and I shall not harp on it.
Joining hockey is probably one of the very few decisions that I made myself and I'm proud of. Hockey is more than a CCA; it taught me so much, gave me so much happiness, stress, fun and friendship. It's amazing how we started out as pure strangers but eventually, came together to undergo all tough trainings and work as a team and joining A Divisions. From all the suicides, intervals, triangles, butterflies, drills, fitness and strenghtening, to all the fun, laughter, sweat, tears, blood, injuries, every moment still seems so real, even up till this point. I've never regretted joining hockey, even when fitness seems to be so tough, I feel like giving up, my teammates will always be there to spur me on. Even when I'm sad and stressed about friendlies or matches, they'll be there to calm me down and tell me I can. Simple words like "Don't worry, you'll do fine." makes wonder and is really what keeps me going and feel like giving my all for the team.
And the fact that we never seem to get enough of each other, make me even harder to let go now. From trainings, to meals, to mugging-turn-stress-hence-ball-hitting sessions to making fun of each other whenever we see each other in school during breaks, I could remember everything so clearly like I'm flipping a book now. When everything seems tough and I thought school sucks to the max, they came into my life and make me look forward to school everyday(especially after school). We became so close like a family. And the D is like our home. Whenever I feel sad or angry or stressed, I know I can always go back home, to hit some balls and my family will always be there.
I've learnt so much from hockey. There are times when we were pissed with each other during trainings, but I've learnt to let things that happened on the pitch remained there. I've learnt not to say sorry on the pitch; learnt to motivate myself; learnt to accept every individual for who they are; learn so much, so much...
Some people may think we are ridiculous, being so emox after every match, and especially now when our season has ended, I just want to tell these people. Don't think you understand us, 'cos you are not in our position. You don't know how much this means to us so I would appreciate if you could give your two cents worth of comment to yourself.
And to people who have always been very supportive of us, THANKS A LOT. Thanks to the guys for coming down to support us every match, thanks to 17/08 for being so supportive and wishing me good luck before every match, and thanks to anyone else who supported us. And to those who think who couldn't make it, thanks for doubting us and making us want to prove to you all we can do it.
To those who pin so much hopes on us, especially Saiful and Ms Tay: Sorry, we let you down.
There are so many "if only" that I could think of now. Like if only we started our trainings earlier; if only we trained harder; if only this, if only that. But I'm more than glad that we've come so far, to where we are now. We didn't reach our goals of getting to the semis, but we are like one of the team with only 3 experienced players in the Top 6. We all started learning hockey from scratch and started proper training in around August 2008. But we have all improved so much since we started out. I guess what we lack of is experience, and for that, I really have no regrets and I'm glad we are able to make it to the Top 6.
To tell people that I'm ok is really a lie. 'cos it's just so hard to let go. But I will move on soon and focus on my studies and do well for my A's to shut some peoples mouth shut.
I will miss trainings so much, so much from now on. Even if I were to choose again, I will still choose hockey, with no hesitation.
TEAM AJC 2008-2009
I'm a high school player.
I'm a team player.
I play with my friends and with some of my enemies, but I respect everyone when it comes to my sport.
I know I'm not going to get a multi-million dollar contract to play professionally. I know I may not even get my name in the paper.
I play for love of the game.
For the pride and honor, for the blood, sweat, and tears it takes to make the team, to earn the spot, to win the game.
I play because I can, I play because I know that my life would be empty without the sport I play.
I would have a lack of everything my sport gives me... integrity, courage, talent, fearlessness, pride, strength, stamina, will, and the heart of a champion.
If I didn't play, I would lose a part of me.
I'm an athlete. I'm a girl.
I'm a champion, not because my team always wins, but because when we don't, we learn from our mistakes.
We try to fix them, and most of all because we have fun.
I have built lifelong friendships and memories because of my being an athlete.
I leave everything on the field or court and continue to push myself.
I am never happy with second place, but I have learned to accept it.
I have learned to get over and through my anger and be the athlete and player I have always dreamed of being.
I don't play for my parents, for my family, for my friends; I don't play for my coach or my teachers or my school.
I play for myself but when I'm playing I represent them.
It isn't about winning or losing, but I hate to lose.
I won't settle for a tie, and I am not satisfied with 100%.
To play, you have to sacrifice everything, your body, your time, your sweat, blood, and tears, everything... for your team.
I am a player, and athlete and a champion, not because I know what it is like to win, but because I know what it is like to lose.
I know what it is like to feel the anger and pain that comes along with "second best."
I have been that girl with tears in her eyes, walking out to receive the second place trophy and clapping as the other team, my opponents, receive the first place one.
I know what it is like to lose, to win, to want to quit, to want to cry, to not want to get up.
I know what it is like to hear the cheers and yells for you.
I know what it is like to feel the pressure of everyone on your shoulders, and I know what it is like to choke under that pressure.
I know what it means to be an athlete, a true player, and that is why I play.
I am an athlete, a champion, a true player."
--- "An Athlete's Pride"
Thursday, May 07, 2009
HELLO HELLO.
haven't talk to you guys for such a long time ):
how's everybody??
oho, do you know who i am?
hahahaha.
anyway it's currently 12:49AM, so my brain is not functioning very well.
basically i'm just talking rubbish here >.<
anyway, I MISS YOU PEOPLE.
yep. that's all i wanted to say. haha.
take care okay!
don't travel to mexico!
beware of the H1N1 virus!
bye bye.
from the rare blogger, YOUWEN (:
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