LOOK ALIKE MEH!!!!

I HATE MSN VIDEO CALL! its so lag! just video call-ed with lything. who is supposed to be studying at ian's and brandon's house. but apparently, they are all slacking. i saw brandon, joey and randy and one girl over the webcam.
THING AH! study hard for 2 more days!! man i miss her. ):

wanted to blog about the scholarhsip ceremony but im too lazy. plus the pictures are not in the laptop.

i wasted whole of my weekend away. im a horrible girl. >(

and for your info, i wasnt really emo in my previous post. nobody will say they are emo when they are really emo. and my msn personal message is trying to be sarcastic. a matter of fact, LIFE SUCKS

today is a bad day. i woke up at 6.50. didnt want to come to school but dad said mum is still at home. so i thought she could send me to school. who knows she was late too. so i had to take a cab to school. and the cab fare amounted to 8.40 when the school is so near my house. and i have to pay myself. ):

and i totally forgot theres the N6 cluster dance event at St Nicks today, until i heard the announcement. if i didnt come to school, i wouldnt have to pay the 8.40 cab fare and i dont need to go for that event and i can get to skip
P.E. freak. then after the event ended, wanted to go out but none was free. everyone seems to have their plans. so i went home being a loner. then the bus went pass thing's house then i started to miss thing. then came home, watch tv and started to miss grandpa. EMOOOOOO.

i shall go to sleep now and wake up later to study. going to attend sis's scholarship prize giving ceremony tomorrow.

went back to NY yesterday. ate my favourite mixed veg rice at NY! YUMMY! the school seems empty coss j2s were having lessons and j1s were having assembly. ):

then went back to Zhonghua to collect SGC. much have changed. the school is filled with lots and lots and lots of art pieces now. like every 2 steps you walk, there'll be an art piece. and student centre has now become alumni singing room. like ?!?! o.O and the indoor stadium is so big!!! though its not done yet. and dance studio has got new flooring and bars. library has I MAC!!! LIKE WTH RIGHT! we get all the shit when we were around man. and the juniors are so privillege. i think they are trying to uphold their band 1 image. oh oh. the canteen closes so early nowadays! many stalls have already closed at 3!!! didnt get to eat fishball noodles. ))): and the school feels so empty, though detention area is filled with people. and the new VP look like some coffeeshop uncle. =/ i so miss Zhonghua man. though it feels kind of foreign now with all the changes.

OH! we saw a bird flying towards the art gallery. and it banged against the glass door and dropped to the ground. it was struggling to get up and a few of us crowd around and went "oh my god!!! so poor thing!! how ah what should we do ah?" then suddenly, it overturned and started flying and it flew under my skirt!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! DAMN FREAKING SCARY!!! i got a shock man!! O.O

went opposite to have lunch/teabreak/dinner. there's a N&B there now!! the stationary shop is gone and is replaced with N&B. and there's no more tom yum and the person ask us want to eat toast or not?!?!?

i told my dad that the tv in my room is spoilt. he say then i shouldnt watch tv and spend the time studying. i hate it when he assumes i dont study. then i went to his room, switch on the tv and realise the tv is spoilt too. i think he secretly did something. >( tomorrow is a long day. so is friday. ):

man. super duper tired right now. think i used too much energy in the day.

anyhows, went for dinner with the usuals just now! it was actually full attendance but eric couldnt make it! ): so it was left with the 9 of us.

finally settled for food court. -_- i was messaging ziyu in the day and asking her what we are eating. and i told her worse come to worse, eat food court. cos eugene, being a canoeist, cannot eat fried food. he was broke too. aslam has HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE OH MY GOD. youwen wants to eat jap food and lynette wants air con. so troublesome these people. we had fun anyways. its the company that matters right.

went to have Andersen's ice cream after that. it was much fun with them around. i finally saw shawn after dont know how many months. caught up with one another abit. though most of the time was just laughing and suan-ing each other.



ANYWAY MY SISTER GOT a $10,000 SCHOLARSHIP!! OH MY GOD. and its not like what stupid edusave awards. its from Ngee Ann Kong Si. and i think its not an easy thing. have to go through interview and all. and she didnt really have an outstanding portfolio so it was a pleasant surprise for the whole family. including her. CONGRATS MAN! (:

A good friend is like high-quality underwear - comfortable, intimate and provides great support.---Nat Ho

haha. his blog is interesting man.

read this on nat ho's blog. left me thinking for awhile.

"Happy face does not equal Happy.

Everyday, we meet people. But how many of them are hurting inside?

Everybody has issues, just that some people are better at hiding them than others.

Some people shit on others. Others eat their own shit. Some clean up other people's shit; while others constipate and suffer in silence."

im so happy today! cos i met up with ziyu and youwen! WEEEEE! =D same old laughter, same old smiles. always making fun of each other. i like! ok that means we didnt manage to study. and junyang reminded me by saying, "so you've been doing this essay since last night?" and "and you only did this essay for the whole of today???" hah. what a joke. i even planned to finish all my homework by last night. anyway i told him. the day havent end. so i die also must finish my work by tonight. & I MISS LAO LYTHING!!!

ive told some things to junyang last night and to the girls today. i feel so glad to have them around me! sometimes i wonder how will life be without them? fate brought us together man. (:
LOVE YOU GIRLS! =DD

guys should be happy they only need to serve 2 years of NS and a few times of reservist each year. girls have to suffer every month for half of their life. CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME! ):

I dreamt of 2e4 people yesterday! Strangely Shir, Ziyu, Youwen and Nette were all not in the dream... Maybe i don't miss you guys that much, hahahaha.

ahh the modem is here but wireless cant be set up yet!! ): i woke up at 8.30 today cos the postman will be coming any time between 9-1. end up he only came at 12.30!! cheat my feeling.

theres lots of homework to do this weekend!! ): but will be going to Carlton to eat dim sum tomorrow! =D

yesterday had training. kinda frustrated cos i couldnt do hit properly. in fact i cant even do it!! but Saiful(my coach) was encouraging. then had mini game. some of us then decided to stay back to play soccer after that. damn fun!! ms tay(teacher-in-charge) joined us too! damn long since i last kicked a ball. and the goal was damn big and nice to kick!! went to eat dessert with some of them after that. only had my dinner at 9.30 when i reached home.

my com was down for the past few days. so irritating. but its alright now. (: i dont feel like doing EoM or PW now. so boringgggg.

anyway, i donated blood on wednesday!! my first time and i was super scared. was secretly hoping the nurse cant find my vein. but kind of glad she can find my vein(ziyu knows why. haha!). anyway it wasnt as pain as i thought. its bearable kind of pain. might consider donating again next year. what a cool experience!

thing, study hard for your exams!!! =D

i was doing my GP homework when ziyu started talking about trip to taiwan at the end of next year. ahhh shes making me damn excited!! i really hope we can go travel together man!! =D

so much has been through my mind these days. not gonna mention it here. but i think my brain and heart are having conflicts. sigh.

schools been sucky last week. how great can it be knowing you failed all your subjects right? but im glad to have friends around me who care.

thing! ill be getting my router next week! if nothing goes wrong that is. we can finally Skype!! oh yay im so excited!

I NEED TO WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD. I DONT WANT AND I CANNOT RETAIN.

today after PW, my class guys suddenly formed a circle and started holding hands. we were wondering what they were doing but did not bother much. until we heard them "scream". they were playing with electricity from this fake chewing gum thingy. and they held hands so that the electricty can pass round the circle. hahaha damn cute lah they all. the girls happily stood aside and took videos.



im back to my bad habits again. well, at least im glad there are friends around who asked if i was ok. thanks rachel, joyce and jane. (: and to kiat boon's singlish dictionary which made me laughed so hard.

My lecturer show me this like quite a few weeks back, is damn cool!

Where the Hell is Matt?
Where the Hell is Matt? (2008)

This guy actually started doing some stupid dance steps and posting it on his blog to show his family and friends places that he had visited. Somehow his actions spreaded like wild fire, everyone started showing his links to their friends. So this company decided to pay him and pay for his trip to tour AROUND THE WORLD to dance this stupid dance and make it into a video. It is damn cool because the clips are not edited, he really literally TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD. DAMN COOL!

This song is very nice!

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark


No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back


If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms


If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

im at the library now. just went over to Subway just now at 3.06. the queue was horrible cos they were having a 50% offer to celebrate their 50th anniversary. the queue extended out of the shop to halfway of Thai Express. and i feel too paiseh to queue alone. still contemplating whether to go check it out again. but i reckon the queue would have extended to Coffee Bean. ): and i havent had my lunch. my subway meltttt ))):

ok ive been a good girl these 2 days. trying very hard to pay attention in class. but always finding myself dozing off unknowingly. but at least i made the effort right.

i fell asleep last night when doing differentiation. cos i stupidly went to differentiate the answer. so i had to liquid the whole chunk awhile and while waiting for the liquid paper to dry, i fell asleep. i didnt even watch my 11pm show!! ):

reminder to self:
GP files
EoM first draft
ask dad about blood donation
circular motion tutorial
math tutorials(tuesday)