just drank coffee. hoping to keep myself awake so that i can get something done. but the thing is, i dont know what to start from.

something has been on my mind for days. in fact, not days. but for very long. the problem is always there. i thought ive let it go. but no, i havent. ziyu was just complaining to me about stuff. and all i told her was "aiya nevermind lah. you cant do anything anyway." seriously, i think this didnt help her feel any better. cos when i tell people my problems and they tell me that, i still feel the same. but they cant be blamed either, cos they are not the ones experiencing it. thats why ive chose to keep things to myself now. because no one can help me.

a few days back, i was just thinking of secondary school days. didnt exactly get myself in the "emo" mood lah. but i sure miss everybody. i hate changes, but the only thing that dont change in this world, are changes.

less than 2 more weeks to school reopen. and 2 more days, or 1 more day to be exact, from 2009. no new year resolutions this year cos they are useless. just hope that everyone will be happier in 2009.

whoever thinks that Yes Man is nice and funny have a very weird sense of humour. i felt that ive wasted my 6 bucks. i even fell asleep! ok i always do, but i seldom fall asleep when im watching comedy!! after the movie, my sis and i looked at each other and say "its not funny at all". ok my point is, its just not nice.

im suddenly in need of cash again!!! i havent get my pay and i need to buy skincare products and they are damn ex!! o.O oh yeah, i just cut my hair i look like a kid now!!! i think i look kiddier than jeryl now.

im going to start diet on friday again. oh my god my diets are never working out. SHITTTT. i still have alot of homework left. AHHHHHH.

im damn boreddd. no shows are showing on the tv. nothing to do online. and i totally have no mood to do my homework (im so dead). supposed to clear my room today but as usual, im already lazy after packing my files.

yesterday, had my last training for the year. and i just realised im actually quite attached to hockey already. i see hockey people, the pitch, the ball and the stick for like 4 times a week since the holidays started. i even dream of my team mate killing people and dream of myself hitting the ball correctly. and when i have nothing to do, i actually think of the action to hit the ball. sounds damn retarded. anyhows, have to wait for 3 more weeks before the next training starts.

im going to my grandma house tomorrow for tang yuan! yay havent seen her for quite some time. but i think shes going to start beating and scolding me cos ive become so much darker and she thinks girls should be fair.

ive been spending alot recently. but its a good thing using my sis's supplementary card from my dad cos ill gt discounts from my dad. like that day, i asked my sis to pay using the card then ill have to return cash back to my dad. and i went home and negotiated with him. its quite easy actually. i just got to smile2 at him and act cute abit. i owed him 75 bucks. ended up only paying him 50. HAHA. and i got abit of my pay already. but im over the tight period.

i cant wait for class chalet. hope it'll be lots of fun.

RAHHH. i cant sleep i cant sleep!! so irritating! i just want to sleep lah!

just finished watching bu liang xiao hua today! no more show to watch.

i need to start on my homework next week. theres sooooo much to do! ):

i need to find time to go mango sale next week before theres nothing else to buy!

baked cheesecake last week and i received good comments! happy (: