clarissa just told me PI is only worth 3 pathetic percent. theres only a word in my mind now. F**K.

im happy today cos i just received thing's email! you dont know how much i miss her. i used to see her everyday in school. have meals together and study together. and of cos, do stupid things together. i spend more time with her(and cuckoos) than with my family. i miss you, lao2! (: glad that you are doing fine over there. (:

yesterday, i stayed in class to do homework after PW while waiting for jeryl. then we went to ziyu's house. while i slept and ate. then we went to hougang gym. i dont like hougang gym! so damn crowded! then when jeryl was trying out one machine, she keeping laughing and laughing. not realising that there were one row of guys standing behind her, looking. haha! so damn super embarrassing! and she dropped the weights, and there was a damn loud bang! my god super embarrassing lah. and when i was running on the treadmill, my pants almost dropped. HAHAHAHHA. then i keep pulling and pulling cos i wanted to finish 2.4 before stopping. then actually we did quite little stuff there, cos its just too crowded. then we went to bathe, making alot alot of noise in the toilet. as if the whole toilet is ours. then when i came out, i realise theres someone in the toilet. and she stayed there for quite long. so she heard all of our cuckoo conversation!

then we dapao-ed to ziyu's house to eat, while watching tv. then i tried to do my Mathematical Induction tutorial but i fell asleep(and drooled). =x HAHAHA. then they went for their meeting while i went home. i bathed and wanted to take a short nap but i slept till this morning! my stupid alarm didnt ring! (hmm, i think it did ring. but i was too tired so i didnt hear it cos i stayed till 4.30am on the previous day to watch the man u vs barca match. ended up with a draw. waste my time.) then i was so scared cos i didnt do my econs homework and my teacher is the HOD. luckily its due by 5pm.

anyway, yesterday's GP lesson was damn funny. bryan(GP rep) was being lame the whole lesson, making the whole class laugh like mad. there was a word "alienation" in the passage. so my teacher asked what is it to us. then bryan said its a nation with alot of aliens. -_-" then some how he talked about revolution. so my teacher asked what is it to us. then some people said making changes, uprising etc. and bryan said matrix revolution. -_-" mr kung almost wanted to throw the packet of sweets on the table at him. then mr kung said "say louder"(cos some of us didnt hear it) and bryan said "louder". haha. it was damn funny! then stupid leon called me to answer mr kung's question just because he saw my head popping up from the back of the computer. then the class laughed at me and my "my mind is blank" again. end up i didnt answer mr kung's question. haha!

and bryan says girls shouldnt say GG or good game. WHY?!

im feeling guilty for not accompanying my dad nowadays. ):

theres lots to do this weekend. i failed my summation test. but scored one more mark than expected. i got 2/15. =/ i dont know how im going to cope with the common tests next week. DIE.

JC life is too fast-paced. i cant catch up. howwww. ):

its been 2 months and i havent settle down. common test is starting next week and i havent start studying abit. i only got 50% for APGP test. i want to cryyyyy.

many random thoughts on my mind, but i guess all are better left unsaid. some things are better if i keep them to myself right?

i want to catch a movie, sit down and CHILL.

i hope theres nothing on on 29th April cos its Ben a& Jerry's Free Cone Day! YAYYYY =D

gym and mugging session tomorrow with Ziyu, Jeryl and Youwen!

Well. I am suppose to blog after i get the photos for camp. BUT i am very lazy to blog it all out. So i shall show you guys the seniors had taken throughout the camp. I think some are not uploaded yet.

http://www.get-me.to/evolution


Actually i don't know where to start. I don't know how to go about blogging for the camp. I think is easier if i tell you guys face to face.

1. We had the soccer game thingy where our hands are tied to some bamboo and we play soccer. It is like those in the Adidas shop. But real human beings are playing. IS FUN!
2. My director is a very humourous guy!
3. I think what my seniors say is true, design school like kana outcasted.

I don't know what else to say le la! Meet up with you guys soon! =)

some people should really be contented with what they have. and cherish them. and stop complaining when they've never even thought of how fortunate they are.

i meet weird people while working. people who will say "AI SI NI LE!" to me, just because i gave them more ice cream. people who will literally jump and say yay! when i give them ice cream.(they are NOT kids)

i miss those days with cuckoos. ):

i slept for 15 hours. SHIOK.

went for json's house on thursday for steamboat. tuition gathering! it was fun! i so miss json! the way he talk and the way he suan people. haha! i only reached home at 11 plus on that day and i had econs homework plus APGP test. so i only slept at 1 plus. tried to wake up at 4. failed. tried to wake up at 5. failed. i even asked jeryl to call me. but i couldnt wake up. then as usual, i kan chiong. cos i havent finish studying for my test! then at first when i was doing the test, i blanked out. then by the end of the test, one question not solved. but i think i got the other 2 right. so hopefully ill pass.

anyway, that day when my class was having GP lesson, the HOD of english department came in to observe. then my teacher ask me to answer a question. and it was the first period of the day and obviously i wasnt awake yet. and at that time, my mind was TOTALLY BLANK. then i was like shit. then i just gave some stupid answers which i dont even know why i said that. then he ask me to elaborate. then my mind was BLANK again. then i said, "err, im not thinking!". then he look at me. smile smile. then i tried to think, but cant think! so i said,"sorry my brain is not working" and i started hitting my head. then he laughed and said,"are you ok today, shirlynn? dont scare me leh." waliao damn paiseh. then he asked my friend to answer. HAHA.

went to eat Swensens with clar yesterday after school. been long since i last had a good talk with her. the session was great. too bad i was too tired. so i was like stoning at times.

i shall start studying now. lots to do this weekend! and theres work tonight.

ZIYU! update about your orientation ok!

I DON'T LIKE TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD.

yesterday was both bad and good. the only good thing that happened was man u won arsenal.

met ziyu after school today. we ate like theres no tomorrow. it was very sweet of her to buy me a small gift to cheer me up. thanks alot! hope you will enjoy your upcoming camp yeah! and i will hear your camp stories again the next time i see you. (:

OH MAN! THE CAMP IS DAMN NICE!!
i want to upload about it but i don't know where to start!!! i shall tell you all the next time i see you all! =)


`youwen is damn irritated by me because i keep talking about TP! :x

why is everyone walking so carefree-ly around me. i feel so deprived. i want to have the time to walk aimlessly too. PI is killing meeeee. i want to scream. ): and it doesnt help when i decided to be adventerous and bought Black Forest instead of the usual Belgian Chocolate. it sucks. )):

today my sis drove us to Casuarina for prata! =D first time sitting in the car she drive. feel damn proud of her man. well, ive never mentioned how i always feel proud of her. since young, shes has always been the smart one in the family. always beating me in games and studies. she always get first in class in school and got 264 for PSLE, where she proceeded to Nanyang Girls' High School. then she got 8 points for O levels and went to Hwa Chong Institution.

she also got scholarship from Wong Kan Seng before. played in many badminton tournaments. set high scores for games, etc. and then she got 4 As for A levels and is now studying Accountancy in NTU. how can i not be proud of a sister like that? she picks up things fast. her brain works fast. she can solve maths questions fast. because of her, ive set high expectations for myself. but thats what makes me want to do even better.

ok thats like so random. but i just wanna say, i feel proud of my sister! ok im off to do PW now. ):

P.S. see how short my sister is. she needs a cushion to make her higher so she can drive! HAHA.

actually theres still econs homework waiting for me. but i thought i should just blog about my beloved Ziyu's birthday! after P.E yesterday, i stayed in school to study with Jeryl then we went to AMK Hub to prepare the dinner stuff. we were rushing like hell cos we couldnt find cheesecake, which i thought is the only cake that Ziyu eats. no choice. we settled for mango mousse cake. then we rushed back to Fish 'n' Co. luckily there was no queue. so we settled everything with the crew and waited for the rest to come.

then the rest came. after talking rubbish for some time, we decided to order food. then while waiting for food, we talk rubbish again. then the food came. then we ate, while Eric's and Junyang's saliva was dripping. cos their food was not here yet. then the sua ku Jeryl and me was so amazed by the damn big drink.


the cup/mug/jug is as big as Junyang's face!(which he claims is long)

a monster destroying our shot.

a proper one without the monster.

Jeryl, Lynette, Youwen (:

they looked so happy! (:

Eric, Aslam and Ziyu acting cute. HAHA.

man. our eyes are damn small! Junyang says that's his max. but not mine!

this is. =/

then the crew came out. sang a cheer/rap. and birthday song. then we super high and noisy. but damn fun!

the cake! (:

all of us. (:


HAHA. cuckoos! =D
Ziyu & Jeryl (:

this is how Junyang ask people to take photo with him.

he pinches people! poor Ziyu ):

and now hes happy.

Eric & Ziyu.

errr. i dont know what they were doing.

Youwen, Eric.

then Ziyu and I attacked Junyang with the cream!

oh no. hes angryyyy. HAHA.

birthday girl feeding me! (:

Ziyu and me! =D


we went home after that. thats how we celebrated Ziyu's sexy SEVENTEEN! =D hope you enjoyed it yeah? (: ok off to do econs now.

now i know how PI sucks. cos ive been stuggling at it for 4 hours. theres still lots of work not done. ):

man u draw with middlesbrough. rahhh.

LAO LY THING CALLED JUST NOW!! =DDD but i only talked to her for 1 min 40s!! cos i was being nice and i asked her to go call the rest cos im the first one she called. and i so regret not talking to her long enough!!

but i feel so lucky today!
-LUCKY I ENDED WORK IN TIME
-LUCKY THERE WAS NO JAM
-LUCKY I HAVENT BATHE WHEN I JUST CAME BACK FROM WORK
-LUCKY I CAME BACK HOME AND STARTED TALKING ALOT OF CRAP
-LUCKY I DECIDED TO EAT 2 ICE CREAM
-LUCKY I WAS JUST BESIDE MY PHONE

I AM JUST SO LUCKY!! hahaha. im so high now. anyway thing, take care over there and try to come online/update your blog often!!

oh and i think i should blog more detailed-ly next time cos she dont know what im working as. oh maybe i'll start sending you emails so check out your inbox ok!!

SIDE NOTE: MY SIS GOT HER DRIVING LICENCE ALREADY! HOW COOL IS THAT?! =D

school has been tiring. but fun at the same time! my classmates are fun to be with. especially with rachel's funny laughter and joyce's sarcastic comments and jane's funny expressions! (: they make school fun! and not forgetting all the scandals in class. and ser kiat's and joyce's canto conversation is damn hilarious!

i think our class pissed mr kung off today. we didnt do his homework again. i feel so guilty but i totally forget about that piece of work. im doing his newspaper mindmap now!

my left arm hurts from the 3 sets of 7 and 3 sets of 10 of inclined pull ups during P.E and training. i think im so going to fail my NAPFA. zzz.

i need to redo my PI. totally sian diao. i think im going to take the whole weekend to do. and i have work on saturday. ):

went back to Zhonghua today to get certs. (shit i suddenly remember we forgot to take for you, thing. but i doubt we can. cos they checked our EZ Link cards.) then we slacked around in school. and teachers went "You all very free hor." whenever they see us. i miss attending ms ow's lessons. HAHA. anyway, we started standing at the podium there. and laughing at the sports day contingent. their standard was so ______. but i totally miss that feeling man. that familiar music.

then we went opposite school to eat. TOM YUM NEVER OPEN AGAIN. argh. ended up eating at the first coffeeshop. AND WE JAYWALKED!! HAHAHA.

i dont know how to do sequences and series. i need SSP. why jc dont have SSP one....i need to find some time to go find the teachers or else i will never ever catch up man.

12 ice cream left.

The Bottom Line
Be open about things today. Don't shut down when a controversial topic arises.

In Detail
Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to change your mind -- when you hold onto an opinion for so long, it starts to feel like it's a part of who you are. But if you can be open-minded about things today, you will be doing yourself a favor. Don't think of long-held philosophies as part of the foundation of who you are. Think of them as walls that periodically need to be knocked down to make room for bigger-picture thinking. Don't clam up when a controversial topic arises. Talk and listen.

im too tired to even think of those lame stuff now. and to defend for myself. i just want to get my things done and go to bed. live and let live.