Sunday, June 06, 2010
I'm so angry with my dad now. He just spoilt my mood to go shopping. Sometimes I really can't stand it when he assumes things. I told him I wanna go nus more than smu despite smu offering me business. I know that going into business is always what I wanted but I really don't like smu. And after what some people told me not to think so far into the future and choose what I really want now, it really got me thinking ic I wanna study business, specifically banking and finance. I've never wanted to go into banking and finance until recent months when my aunt said there's more prospects. But now I'm really afraid what if I really don't like banking and finance? I got to be stucked with it for 4 years ( cos I doubt illfi d the motivation to complete a course that I don't like in 3 years and get my honours). So I told my dad I want to keep my options open cos my going to nus, at least I have a year to think of what major I wanna do. Then he asked me what majors can I do other than Econs. I told him there's like new media or psychology and others to choose from. Then he said I'm naive. Like wth?!?!?! Just because I don't wanna go smu like what he wanted me to do, he said I'm naive?! I freaking don't understand why he can't understand my point that I don't wanna regret going into a course/school that I don't like. Then he said what if I chose nus and I hate it. Even before going to smu, I hate it. What makes him think that I won't regret if I go smu and that I will like smu more than nus?! Fffffff. He was the one who told me to choose nus over ntu and now he wants me to go smu. F seriously. If I have a choice I'll just run away from home.
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