i feel abit guilty, for thinking that way. maybe what ziyu said was right.

thanks brother. im not emo anymore. (: get well soon!

today is a nice day! =)

smiling as im watching the video of the guys singing. one day i look back, i'll be proud to have such cool friends. (:

i was bloghopping and i came upon this blog where a class surprised their teacher with a cake. all i can think of is, they are smart! cos they get to skip lessons this way. HAHA! totally random.

stayed up till 3 last night cos i couldnt sleep. therefore resorting to watching an arsenal vs. wigan match. and i realise its really boring to watch a match where you know no players in it except for a few. and ESPECIALLY BORING watching a match with no goals. wigan played well though. enough to sustain a draw till the very last minute.

and so i didnt study today. as i promised myself. but the day havent end yet, so im going to stay up tonight to study!!!! im going to befriend coffee again. haha!

the only thing that can cheer me up now is the thought that thing is coming back. when im sad, please constantly remind me that thing is coming back ok? haha!

man. i so hope i get a maths teacher like mrs koh or else i think im gonna flunk my promos.

oh my god!! i ate like an elephant today! (even though ive no idea how much an elephant eats). but the point is, I ATE A ALOT!

i so hope this isnt after training syndrome if not im going to grow fatter and fatter. ARGH! cuckoos! go jogging soon!!!!

anyway, had training over at redhill today. seniors had friendly against Rj. lost to them 3-0. had fitness after that. after everything ended, everyone was damn hungry. so we went over to anchorpoint to eat then to queensway to search for our team bags/socks/shin guards.

ziyu! when will your work end? spare some time for us during the holidays hor!

Working make me go back to slightly normal sleeping hours! Please feel glad for me alright?! =)

Hey girls, i need your help to make a decision. Should i continue working during april because there is a fair? 7th to 13th April. Orientation is on 15th april!

I didn't get to catch my 9 o'clock show tonight. =(

very moody these few days. going to school feeling damn sian and often have the urge to scream my lungs out. even though i see the same old people in school, kind of feel that they've changed. and you know this feeling sucks. the people once so close to you, and suddenly you feel like you dont know them at all. like ehh? are you the one i used to know? have you changed or i dont know you well enough? and it feels worse when theres nobody to talk to. and then i will randomly start missing people and that explains why ive been stoning alot and people thinks im emo.

and so i went to play badminton with my og today. crap. i was the only second intaker. feels so extra. but i enjoyed myself though. this bunch of people are crappy and fun to be with. i threw all my troubles away when i was with them. but when im alone, all those feelings start rushing back. it sucks so much. maybe its the rainy days that make people emo. rahhhhh.

today met them at AJ to go eat frog (eeyer)

i never eat frog, i eat dong fen, is quite nice! =)

LYTHING! you miss eating frog right?!

clar went for training

then we walked around AMK
jy meet his friends for movie

jeryl shir and i went around trying to find a place that is not so crowded and started taking stupid photos until the security guard chase us away

SHIR AND JERYL IN AJ FULL U!! =)

jeryl went for dance
shir and i went to meet youwen for dinner!

this pretty lady late for like ONE HOUR

STILL SMS while talking to us

and claim that she is good at multi-tasking

by the way

we eat at J8 hor!

then we went home at around 8 =)

then on my way home

alicia called and tell me she got into ngee ann poly through the interview and now she can choose between ngee ann or TP. I told her to go for Ngee Ann because she like Ngee Ann and the school is good. Apparently i wanted her to stay in TP and i am quite sad about her going Ngee Ann but i actually told her in a very cheerful tone 'ngee ann better what and you like the school!' So now i am left alone in TP. The road is getting lonelier. =(

My boss called me too. She asked me to go to work for the next three days. So i will be working again. ( sian. 12 hours again!)

So many things happen on the way home. The day started off very well but is ending quite badly. =( i am off to bed, need to wake up at 8am tomorrow. Good night cuckoos!

went out with og 34 yesterday. to watch Leap Years. well, dont bother watching that movie cos i fell asleep like 10 minutes after the show started. it was boring and slow and there was no climax. even though i think the male lead was hot and corrine may's voice was powerful.

In the school


Rachael trying to eat Sihao. haha!

Jeremy and Xuewen gaying!

haha! they look like they are viewing an animal in the zoo!

AT j8

long strip of tickets! 14 of us! =D

these guys started to get bored when we cant decide whether to watch The Eye or The Leap Years. so they started squatting down. and some guy even suggested watching Leap Eye. -_-
my og has cool people!

theres 2 guys who are missing! one is also an Indonesian and another has a twin brother also in AJ! he and his brother are in Jeryl's class! her class got 2 pairs of twins! how cool is that!

today school ended very early. so went to Raffles City to get sports bra with melanie, clarissa and kellie. then we went around searching for their team bags. after which we went to the hongkong cafe to chill. brrr it was damn cold inside and we even had mango ice!


the 3 weirdos eat mango ice with this kind of laksa spoons! and they claim that im the weird one cos i eat it with metal spoon! huh?!?!?

melanie and kellie with their pork chop buns!

the ice almost toppled and we were damn kan chiong until we realised they gave us another plate! so we hurriedly transferred over.

clar's and kell's thumbs!

mine and mel's! see the difference?

the normal arm.

the injured one. disgusting eh?

oh and mel suddenly took out a shirt which made us laughed so hard.

it was given by a P.E teacher!

after which we were so cold that we cant stay even a minute longer so we went home.

i like impromptu outings like these cos they always turn out good. =D

and i got to thank my friends for brightening up my days cos im feeling very moody these few days. i always feel that people appear in my life for a reason. even those people that i dont like. cos they make me stronger. =D

tomorrow we are going to eat frog!! yay! =D

Taylor Swift - A Place In This World

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out
don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down
even though I'm not the only one
who feels the way I do.

CHORUS
I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
could you tell me what more do I need
and tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
but that's ok

REPEAT CHORUS

maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
but I'm ready to fly..

I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
OH I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Oh I'm just a girl,
Oh I’m just a girl
Oh I’m just a girl

yesterday was the last day wearing Zhonghua uniform. even though we always complain about the green leaf on the uniform and how the uniform sucks, im sure ill never forget these 4 years in Zhonghua, my second home.

so today was the first day in AJ uniform. officially an AJC-ian now. feels kind of weird, seeing everyone in the same uniform. haha.

actually i wanted to blog about many stuff, then i decided that i shall not post such emo stuff here. haha! ok im damn free this week, date me out people! =D

i miss the feeling on the pitch. i wanna play soccer badly!
there's GP tomorrow. rahhhh.

1 month. &still missing you.

JC life is hectic. serious. im feeling very tired everyday even though i sleep damn early. i dont know what will happen to me when proper lessons and cca starts. im going to eat mixed veg rice and drink mango madness tomorrow.

thing, i miss you. please update your/our blog to tell us you are still alive ok?

i've got a sudden fear that i won't be able to cope with JC life. anyway, i chose 4 H2 subject combination. this is a challenge for myself and i will work hard so that i won't give myself any chance to drop to H1.

time don't wait for anybody.

well, 3 days of orientation at AJC ended yesterday. hmm compared to NYJC, i think the orientation were not as fun. maybe because it was led by J1s. and it also depends on your luck if your OG is fun. my OG is alright. some of them bonded really well cos they were in the same class.

i was quite sian for the 1st 2 days. cos the games were boring and the people here are not as friendly as those in NY. but the 3rd day was better. more of team work when playing games. actually theres nothing to blog about the orientation. cos it was quite boring.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY THING!

hey!
i made up my mind
i am not appealing le
so i am in TP!!
wish me all the best!! =)

hey girls!
update about your first day of school soon!!

anyway i am a bloody cuckoo
i haven't appeal for the course yet
although i went all the way down today

`i kind of suspect my interest for chinese since i am hesistaing...

hey lything!
you also have to blog!

shirlynn got into Anderson JC
youwen got into Hwa Chong JC
i got into Temasek Poly- Retail & Hospitality Design
but i am appealing.

update you guys soon about my new school!

shirlynn and youwen:
HEY! ENJOY SCHOOL TMR!! =)

last day in NYJC. ):

wow finally someone blogged. haha. well ziyu, to answer your previous post, i miss you girls alot! but i guess its just part of life and as much as how we dont like parting, we still have to accept it as part of life.

anyway, i woke up at 6.30 today!! i think i was damn stupidddd. cos school only starts at 8.40 today! so i ended up surfing the net before going to school and blaming myself at the same time for being such a cuckoo.

and so, today is my last day in NYJC. i was very sad the night before, i couldnt get to sleep. which resulted in me feeling very tired today. but somehow i didnt expect my last day to end up like that. i went to school for 3 hours and came home. cos there was simply nothing for me to do. i didnt have the mood to attend any lessons and all my OG mates refuse to pon. so i came home, feeling very sad, and went to sleep. tomorrow there'll be OG outing. i hope it will be fun cos its prolly the last time ill see them.

ok some pictures to share. (:


we had the Angel & Mortal game for 1 week. this is the "letter box" at the atrium. its always flooded with people in between lessons.


my OG's letter box!


the wall full of shells outside LT4.


the benches outside LT4.


the library. its also called the drum. its a very conducive place for studying. and a...nice place to sleep.


the NYJC bears!


the link bridge to the science block.

lastly,

once a NYJC-ian, always a NYJC-ian.