Buttons and other stuff..

Useless painted clothe pecks...

Ribbons! We will never run out of them!

Sequins and beads and shit like that.........

I am damn lazy to do work. I just set up email posting so I'm blogging from my phone now. Cool or what!!! Here's the most recent pic I have in my phone in case you guys miss me ^^

hi girls im here to update! haha cos im bored and im waiting for laundry to be done.

so school has started for me 1 month ago. and there was orientation before that. getting to know more people in hall better and they are really fun people. which makes hall life fun. staying away from home is totally a new experience. i dont really have to be independent cos im already quite independent at home. the only thing is, i have to catch bugs on my own which sucks.

because of the very hectic hall life, im sleeping very little everyday and my average sleeping time is 2 plus. and its making me really tired. of cos this has taken a toll on my studies. its already week 4 and im still clueless about lots of stuff. thankfully im not the only one. but its stressful seeing how the others are working so hard.

ill post some photos here to make the blog more interesting. haha!

some of my block people at sentosa during orientation

my block during slumber party

my mixed og which has people from other blocks.

sheares hall at sentosa

remember the mug which i told you all about that im doing for my date? he replied with a heart shape made up of candles outside my room one day.

and pasted this on my door.

floorball ibg (interblock games)

during SNDC (Sheares National Day Celebration) which was held yesterday

my date, Michael

my room (very messy)

one day in the lounge after we played drinking game

swimming ibg which we emerged champs!

block A freshies during SNDC with a few seniors crashing

my diagonal neighbour. shes from zhonghua too! michelle zara's batch

my opposite neighbour

the girls that i usually hang out with in hall (:

I'm so angry with my dad now. He just spoilt my mood to go shopping. Sometimes I really can't stand it when he assumes things. I told him I wanna go nus more than smu despite smu offering me business. I know that going into business is always what I wanted but I really don't like smu. And after what some people told me not to think so far into the future and choose what I really want now, it really got me thinking ic I wanna study business, specifically banking and finance. I've never wanted to go into banking and finance until recent months when my aunt said there's more prospects. But now I'm really afraid what if I really don't like banking and finance? I got to be stucked with it for 4 years ( cos I doubt illfi d the motivation to complete a course that I don't like in 3 years and get my honours). So I told my dad I want to keep my options open cos my going to nus, at least I have a year to think of what major I wanna do. Then he asked me what majors can I do other than Econs. I told him there's like new media or psychology and others to choose from. Then he said I'm naive. Like wth?!?!?! Just because I don't wanna go smu like what he wanted me to do, he said I'm naive?! I freaking don't understand why he can't understand my point that I don't wanna regret going into a course/school that I don't like. Then he said what if I chose nus and I hate it. Even before going to smu, I hate it. What makes him think that I won't regret if I go smu and that I will like smu more than nus?! Fffffff. He was the one who told me to choose nus over ntu and now he wants me to go smu. F seriously. If I have a choice I'll just run away from home.

im feeling very lousy now cos i hate myself for not studying hard during jc. Seriously ive never had felt so regretful in my life before for doing/not doing something. But this whole a level thingy has been bugging me since the day the results was released and i think its gonna continue to bother me. It's not that i cant accept reality but i just feel very upset i want to vent it out. Im very vexed over the interview next week i really dont know what to do and what to wear. I hate myself for not being born smart and not getting all As so i can just happily wait for schools to offer me. I dont wanna get into SMU but NUS and NTU havent contacted me so far and im really worried. I just wanna do my best for the SMU interview so at least i have something to fall back on. It just sucksssss. recently ive also been thinking whether to pursue hr or banking and finance. i dont like it when i have to make decisions cos im afraid ill regret in future. my life very much sucks now. i want to quittttt. sighhhhhh.

yay played hockey today. feel so shuang to be perspiring again. yet am totally sad that im old and unfit and saiful said i was disappointing today. ): played another match against the juniors. their A divs are starting next week. i really really wanna take off to see their matches but i have so much things to do in office i cant afford to take so many leave. i hope results wont be coming out next friday. sigh. really dont know what to do after results are out.

work has been ok. though there were days when i feel really frustrated. and i really dont like office politics. maybe i wanna quit earlier. but ill have to work till at least june. i wanna go travel!!! ):

ok i dont think ill update anytime soon cos theres nothing for me to update. like jeryl said, my life revolves around work now. ):

extremely tired. days have been a rush recently. from monday to friday, ill be working. work's boring as usual. except that ive got some really nice and funny colleagues. weekends are usually reserved for driving lessons and meeting up with people. which makes my days even more rush. which makes me EVEN MORE TIRED.

went to Universal Studios Singapore stress test yesterday. its a preview to staff. seriously i was very impressed with what i saw. maybe cos i havent been to the real universal studios in LA. but i would say, the USS will definitely boost our tourism. even though many of the rides werent open yet (which really is a pity), it was still damn fun. people in the park are really friendly i hope they keep up with this kind of standard and the visitors will definitely be very pleased.

i cant mention too much about the rides, but for tourists coming to singapore, i think visiting USS is a MUST (especially when they have so much to spend).
for locals, when youre bored of doing the usuals, why not spend a little more to go visit our very own universal studios. im sure you'll be as impressed as i am. (:

saturday's class bbq at Ser Kiat's house was a huge success i would say. turn out rate was high and i had fun. played, chatted and ate. great time spent. (:

back to work again today. monday blues. especially after a day of fun at USS yesterday. the topic of the day was definitely the stress test. everyone were talking about it. had quite a bit to do today so time passed pretty fast. i hope everyday will be as eventful as today!

chinese new year is coming. havent start diet!!!!! DIEEEEEE.

i was pissed about work and someone at work but im slowly trying to calm myself down and hopefully get to bed soon cos someone is just not worth my energy and time getting angry with.

you know we always write in essays about how the real life is different from school life and im slowly feeling it. since i cant return to the past, the more ill work harder towards being a rich tai tai.

DAMN THAT BITCH.

i wanted to post some pictures but the file sizes are too large.

im excited for the bangkok trip!! singapore's too boring. theres nothing to do. in need of a getaway!

and sis is coming back soon!

i need to stop procrastinating and hurry finish my data entry stuff. zzz.

the longest cold war ever has ended! yayyyy.

went to stayover at my grandma's house yesterday to make tang yuan! so sad theres no red ones this year cos the colouring has expired. ):

now that i can go out, theres actually nothing much for me to do. but im excited about next week! picnic at marina barrage! hopefully it wont rain and hope my new cam takes nice photos! i quite like the new cam except its too clear it shows my chicken pox scars. ):

wow. cousin's ROM next week. time pass so fast, soon it'll be my sis's turn! hahaha.

there's always the angel and devil conversation in my mind.
should i talk to him?
angel: yeah you should. hes your dad! just give in to him.
devil: no you shouldn't relent. you're not at fault. be firm!

zzzzzz.

bored bored bored. TO THE MAX!!! and i finished watching You're Beautiful. haha funny show. the characters damn cute. but the ending at a concert?! the fans' screaming spoilt it lah. NOW I GOT NO MORE SHOWS TO WATCH. ARGHHHHH. dont feel like watching IRIS yet. hai pai tian xin first episode so boringgg. sighhh.

i may not be going prom already, looking at the rate the chicken pox on my face peels. damn. ive been home for 2 and a half weeks already. except going for exams. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW BORED I AM?! im going crazy seriously. ARGHHHH.

and my insomnia isnt helping me lah. i sleep so little and the number of hours im awake takes up 3/4 of the day. i cant even find anything to do to entertain myself.

CHICKEN POX PEEL PLEASEEEEEEEEE.

the last thing a person having chicken pox should do is to look at food blogs. but then again, im sooooo bored at home i had nothing to do but to blog hop. and the second last thing i would do, is to blog. does this explain how bored am i?

cant wait to get out of the house. idiot chicken pox, im giving you one more week to recover. you better get lost after one week.

i feel like sitting down with you guys, do nothing and stone all day~~

ive been having alot of weird dreams recently. and i usually dream of those people whom i see alot in school. on tuesday, i dreamt of clar and junyang. (cos i studied with junyang). on wednesday, i dreamt of jeryl(cos i studied with her) and the usuals. (somehow jeryl's sister and dingyao were in the dream too. oh and one hockey guy. but i remembered i was smiling to myself when i woke up). on thursday, i dreamt of my class clique. and the dream was super sad. i remember in the dream, i went home thinking that it was such a bad day. hahaha. but when i woke up, i was laughing at how dumb the dream was. yesterday, i dreamt of my sister cos i webcam-ed with her in the afternoon. i draemt of thing too! but i cant remember what was the dream about.

i think i should record all my dreams and combine them into a book. hahaha.

anyway, its offically 30 days from A levels!! seriously, im not at all positive. considering how i failed all my subjects for prelims again. how to be positive right? but no choice, just got to chiong all the way and let god decide if he wanna give me the As!! hmm must do more good deeds and pray more from now on.

ok i need to finish my homework by today but im still left with 1 chem paper and 1 gp paper 2 but im yawning away already!! ill update again on 30 nov. liberation day!!!!!