lything

i've got nothing special to blog about, but i think some things are bothering me real bad and i just have to find some place to crap.

i don't know why i'm so bothered by things i shouldn't be bothered about. i mean i know i shouldn't bother too much about what others think, but then sometimes all these things happening really make me wonder. is it the people around me, or is it simply just me? i don't think i ever had such problems in pri sch. i thought sch was just a simple place, for us to study and hang out with friends.

secondary school obviously proved me all wrong.

sometimes i really hate it when people do certain things. but then when i stopped and think, i start to wonder whether sometimes, like them, i do such things without realising it myself too. and then i start wondering again. is it those people around me, or is it me? what is wrong? and i never seem to find the answer.

so much's changing i don't seem to be able to catch up. time's moving so fast yet i'm moving so slowly. i don't think i've moved on at all. i'm still living in the past. and some people don't like it when we say we miss 2e4 and stuff. why? it's none of their business. but why do they bother? that kept me questioning myself too.

why do people even bother? do they really dislike what others do that don't concern them so much, or are they just jealous? i can't help but question myself. but who's gonna have the answer to all these? i don't know. but i just can't help but wonder.


all these crap doesn't make sense, but sorry if you guys have to read it.
haha.

-lything*