lalalalaboom!

first day im home early this week. feels so good. im gonna take a nap soon.

monday had training till 7 plus then went to watch video. the j1s are starting training already which is good for them. we only had proper training around april last year!! tuesday went to thing's house to eat. then sent her off at the airport. reached home at 10 plus. the bus i took almost knocked a car! scary. yesterday will probably be the most happening day for this week.

had friendly at NTU with PJ, which only started at around 6.40. first 20 minutes was like shit. PJ scored the first goal within 5 minutes and all of us was shocked. the ball ROLLED in and the rest just stood there to watch. i was stunned. i didnt know what the defenders and goalie were doing. the next moment i know. the PJ girls was screaming. my heart sank. i was so sad i felt like i can cry any moment. the rest of the 20 minutes was equally bad. we didnt play well at all. probably because of the new formation which we didnt try before. break after 20 minutes was bad. saiful was frustrated. everyone else was. and im just pissed with myself.

second 20 minutes was much better. i could feel the passion and the drive of the team, wanting to win. good thing, we scored a goal within 5 minutes. we didnt get complacent. we continue to work harder. i could see it. the team's passion. and everyone was putting in their best. even the goalie, whos a j1 and didnt have proper goalie training before the match. she did a wonderful job. totally. we were all impressed. then came a short corner for PJ at the third 20 minutes. then i saw the ball flew. into the net. my heart sank once again. my tears was about to roll out. the PG girls was jumping and screaming again. then saiful said it wasnt counted cos the ball didnt hit the board. you dont know how relieved i felt.

this is properly one of the best match ive played. not in terms of how we played. but the spirit. the game was much faster than the other friendly. there were hardly any substituition. all was tired. but we continued to run after every ball. thats something really worth to be happy and proud of my team. i believe we can make it for Adivs if we continue to work hard. and Adivs is just a month away.

have been lagging very much behind for school work. gonna stay in school to mug tomorrow. and saturday and sunday to make up for it. damn. thats a really pathetic j2 life.

alright im going for a short nap. thing, send us the photos soon once youre free! and good luck for your first year at uni. (: