lalalalaboom!

i didnt expect it to come so hard on me.

i studied. i spent the whole holidays studying. waking up at 8 everyday. study for more than 12 hours everyday. just to get 2 U.

i know i was screwed during the exam period. but i just told myself to just give it a try since ive studied so hard. the moment before i stepped into the hall for any papers, i know im not gonna make it. im not confident for any paper, not even for econs. but still, i tried to calm myself down, just hoping to do the best for every paper. i thought i was able to at least pass chem. and all i get was a U.

sometimes i really regret not putting in enough effort for last year. but its all too late to say now right? ive only got 2 months to get everything right on track.

sometimes the amount of effort we put in just dont amount to what we get, isnt it?

just leave me alone.