CNY

hello! some events are long overdue.

i went to indonesia for two days, just one week before cny. my mum was being damn random. she just came home after work and told me "i book tickets to go indonesia to bai bai then we can go eat seafood and buy some new year goodies."












The temple is not completed yet, they are still getting donations for the temple. The volunteers of the temple are from singapore and they are a bunch of very nice and sincere volunteers. =) Anyway, no pictures of me during the trip because i look fat and most of the time i am the one taking photos.

This year nian san shi was quite different. I went to malaysia for reunion dinner! My uncle's house renovation is done! I love his place, is damn pretty! He is damn exaggeratting, his toilet got is as big as my room and have air-con. 0.o Actually i do wonder why toilet need air-con, but i still think is quite cool. His toilet got jacuzzi la! His house is like what i build for my characters in The Sims other than the fact that his is real and mine is not! =(

My uncle buy fireworks for cny. Seriously, can totally feel the cny atmosphere over there! Is damn cool, the whole street like filled with fireworks! Is like national day and fireworks festival! I didn't have the guts to light the fireworks, because i am suppose to climb up a ladder and light it then after i light it i have to run down from the ladder. I keep imagining my hands being blow up by the fireworks if my reaction is too slow. -__-
















My cousin (indian mix chinese) damn cute in the chinese costume!












We are waiting for them to light the fireworks. =)
















The video is with my brother.

Then our auntie told us we should go up to the second storey to view the fireworks. Is prettier up there because on the second storey, part of the ceiling is made of glass (or is it call sky window?) and is not so noisy plus there is air-con. =)

31st January - Steamboat dinner













I think we got the cutest friends!














Gaying around as usual!













Jeryl: If you see this picture, i am sorry and i still love you okie. =)


They are always damn random!
E: Where you buy your shirt?
A: Online
J: Eh. I want buy leh, but don't know can wear not. I want try.
A: Okie.
*start taking out shirt and trying the shirt*
E: HUH?! NOW?!
J: You don't mind right?
Z: Ya. Nvm.
A: How?
J: Just nice.
LOL! i swear our friends are damn cute!

HEY GIRLS! HAPPY CNY!! I LOVE YOU ALL! =)

LYTHING: START LISTING OUT THE 101 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU ARE BACK IN SINGAPORE! =)

my typical day involves rushing to school just to make it on time for assembly. perspire like mad during assembly. lectures, breaks, tutorials. occasionally seeing hockers around, laugh laugh with them. go back class, laugh laugh with them. fall asleep during lectures and tutorials. after school, do work in canteen. stress go D hit balls. laugh laugh with hockers again, go back canteen do work. its almost like a routine already but im loving it. (:

but, it kind of sucks when i cant run. my shin have been giving me problems and even coach dont know whats wrong with it. was supposed to go see the doc today but decided to go next week instead cos my friends said polyclinic will be crowded today. i always feel like crap when i cant run with my team mates. i seriously hope nothing is serious or else i wont be able to take my napfa (not like i really want to).

had lou hei yesterday with hockers! very fun and cool though the guys were like shy(or maybe act shy). so we wished for top in Adivs and hopefully it will come true lah huh.




my coach was especially dashing on wednesday cos he went for an interview. so we forced him to take photo with us.


HOCKEY = LOVEEEEE

oh man im super full. had reunion dinner at grandma's place. had a little prayer before dinner to remember grandpa and to thank God for blessing our family so that we are able to have this reunion dinner. didnt have lou hei. ):

im super full but couldnt resist the prawn rolls so i immediately opened up when i reached home. and its half gone by now. did i mention i can have nothing for new year but i MUST have prawn rolls? my mum used to make prawn rolls when we were young. cos there was still the maid around to roll and fry and clear up. and homemade prawn rolls are the best man.

i think i will have problem fitting into the new year clothes tomorrow.

I'm here to update you guys on my life too. Shir has been updating us, I feel it's unfair to her lor hahah. So here goes.

My younger sis are back in Cambo for CNY and we've been helping my mum with CNY decoration. I made my mum bought mei hua/plumb blossom (not sure if that's what they're called) so it feels more CNY-ish. CNY without it is like Xmas without.... Santa Claus. Okay bad example. Anyway now my house is starting to turn red, got the atmosphere you know. Take photos show you guys soon.

So as I've told Shir Lyly & I have been singing karaoke with my mum nowadays. Yes my dears i do sing cos my mum sounds more horrible than me, so that's okay hahaha. It's quite fun lah except all the songs like so old and we always sing them and it annoys the shit out of Lyna.

Oh yeah I've booked my tickets already, i'm stopping by Sg on 21st, prob leaving for Sydney on 24, 25th. I'm thinking of extending the stay though. So please make time ah you guys. I know ziyu is very busy, don't stressed yourself out too much! Youwen, you also. Shir, you, I don't care lah, you always got time to talk crap with me online. Haha.

I've got to get used to the 3 months of holiday from this year on. My sis and I practically turn the whole Phnom Penh up-side-down and in-side-out, looking for places to shop. Apparently, not many. I hope we wont run out of places to.

Okay this post is long enough. Update again soon!

p/s shir i got ur mail, i'll help you look around.

cny celebration was boring and the school is weird to make us sit vertically as a class. my class lou hei and created a total mess cos quoted from someone, "shouldnt lao yu sheng be an upward process? how come it seems like an outward process to me." yeah you get the idea. we had the veg all over our hands and hair and my bag. tsktsktsk. the whole bench was filled with crackers, radish, plum sauce and whatever nots. the floor too. nonetheless it was quite nice but it was weird cos my PD tutor, who is also my GP teacher, said those blessings in english. -__-. but it was interesting cos first time got people say "top in ADIVS", "chelsea/arsenal/MAN U top the table" lol. cleared up after that and had GP lesson.

OH AND RUIHONG IS BACK!!! but poor him is still in pain and i think he cant carry heavy stuff with his left hand. and my PD tutor damn good. gave him chicken essence!! and my class leader went to buy a spongebob to welcome him back!!



went to bugis with jeryl and youwen after school. damn bloody frustrated cos ITS SO DAMN CROWDED AND WE CAN HARDLY MOVE AND WALK IN A STRAIGHT LINE IN BUGIS STREET. so many smokers and damn stuffy. and what makes me even mad-er was i saw the skirts that i bought yesterday for 15$ but i bought for 27$. #$%(&*^%$@. and when i was looking at the quality, thinking that maybe the ones i bought have better quality, some customer asked the shop owner how much are the skirts. and the shop owner said "十五. Far East 买三十" waliao my expression immediately changed and we walked away. i bought 2 somemore leh!!!!!!!!!!!!! wasted 20 bucks lah!!!! ok chill. nevermind. at least i paid for the air con and good service. !@#$%(%$

after braving through the crowd, jeryl got her back pack which i wanted too but due to many reasons, didnt get it in the end. went to J.CO to rest cos our legs were breaking.


and why is it so hard to find cheap and good tanks!!! >(

cny don't feel like cny at all. my family haven't even put up all the decorations and new year goodies are quite pathetic compared to the past few years.

stupid assignments are piling up like there is no tomorrow. i suspect i need to do assignments during cny if not i won't be able to finish it on time. i remember my director telling us that we don't have a life. but i didn't expect it to be so no life to the extent that my cny have to be spend like that. i havent even buy my cny clothes. probably i will just find something from my wardrobe that i havent wear before. i feel damn pathetic. =(

im damn tired but i still feel like blogging.

i love hockey girls cos they make my school life so much more bearable.
they make trainings fun.
they are always so high and they make me laugh from the bottom of my heart. (and with absolutely no image at all too)
they always make my day. (:

dinner yesterday with ziyu and jeryl. cant wait for 31st!!!! sorry ziyu i cant help you prepare but ill go down ASAP to eat the food. HAHA!

hockey is addictive. im actually looking forward to every training now other than all the runnings. and when we hockey girls study, and get bored or get so frustrated, we'll just go to the track to hit the balls. and its damn shiok!

HOCKEY HOCKEY HOCKEY. WORK HARD AND WE'LL BE ABLE TO GO FAR IN A'DIVS! GO TEAM AJ!!!!

hey girls! stupid blogger don't let me upload my sister's wedding video.
so i uploaded it on facebook. =)

first week of school was already torturous. very tiring with school and trainings. i come home everyday at 8 plus. by the time i bathe and eat dinner, its already 9. then i always fall asleep when watching the 9o'clock show. i need to put in more effort to keep myself awake to do work. and i think i should just sleep lesser because even if i sleep early, i will still fall asleep in school.

today had training at Delta again. my shin started to hurt during the 3rd set of intervals. couldnt run and was walking in pain. couldnt do basics and train. but still, Saiful put me in the first line up during the friendly against JJC. and i felt like i was handicapped. couldnt run. couldnt control the ball. was sub-ed out almost 10 minutes after the first half started and my shin started to hurt again. second half was slightly better but still wasnt good. seems like damn long since i did short corner and i was damn blur after pushing out. could have deflected lavi's ball and it might be a goal. anyhows, won JJ 2-0. guys game against IJC. im very happy to see them play because they really improved alot. i think their intensive trainings paid off. but both teams still have to work alot harder since Adivs are just 2 and a half months away. alot more to work for fitness.

after which had lunch at tiong bahru plaza and surprised our captain with a cake. she didnt know that we were going to surprise her(duh!) and sophial, jermaine and tsu wie were just standing right behind her trying to light the candles. she just went on and on about disecting animals and she didnt even realise the rest of us were like so quiet cos we damn kan chiong she will turn back and see. and she still thought her story very exciting. haha! surprise was a success!!! =D





photos from open house








ok done with the pictures. anyway i heard from keng chong that ruihongs X-ray doesnt seem good. i think he will be hospitalised a few days more. ):

and if you girls see me online please talk to me cos i want to talk to you all!!!! >.<

ok lets update you guys on my life.

i had chalet on monday and tuesday. it was alright. except for only having one hour of sleep. wednesday went to jacs house to make sushi for cheelings birthday. then the rest of the day was out with them. thursday had friendly with northland sec which we lost terribly. 6/7-0. didnt have much feeling cos i was still feeling very tired from the lack of sleep. friday was open house. which i had a great time laughing with the hockey girls. played a bit of game. and most of the time was tending the booth and just joking around. and im very angry/sad/irritated that my stick is broken. it now sounds like a spring when its dropped on the floor. i bet its those people who used it spoilt it. today had training at delta. trained for 4 and a half hours in the hot sun and now my face is red and im having a headache. im not even halfway through my homework and i think im so gonna die when i see my teachers on monday.

ok thats a huge chunk of words. will update again! take care girls! and any readers, if there is.

Hello! I changed the blogskin, finally after 2 years. I hope this is alright, cos I thought it looks neater than those fanciful ones. Have yet to add the slides in cos I DON'T HAVE MANY PICS IN THIS LAPTOP. SOMEONE SEND TO MY EMAIL OR SOMETHING. (:

Happy 2009!

oh my goddddd. can somebody teach me how to stop myself from eating?! went to eat supper at 1am and i feel so fat now. i can literally feel my double chin. we went a little too late and casuarina was closed. i didnt know its not 24 hours! went to newton instead. oh my god save me!! and i read an article(which is the same article that i mentioned the previous post) which says that sleeping late will cause obesity. IVE BEEN SLEEPING AT LIKE 4PLUS5 kind of timing, how to not get fat?! pray dont take height and weight during first week. my p.e lesson is on monday!!! =O

im so positive i wont finish my homework. wonder what the teachers will do. please dont ban me from going training or else ill die. itching to play hockey after not touching it for 2 weeks. i dreamt of it again last night!

im happy today cos i cooked dinner! so sick of outside food you know. but i wasnt really full. i think theres a worm in my stomach!

im so dead cos i didnt do much homework this whole week! worse still, i didnt had plans to go out or anything. so i basically slacked my days at home. next week no time to do at all! anyways, girls please dont sleep late ok. read an article on the papers yesterday that people who sleep late have higher risk of having heart disease! =O ill try hard to sleep early from now on!!

just drank coffee. hoping to keep myself awake so that i can get something done. but the thing is, i dont know what to start from.

something has been on my mind for days. in fact, not days. but for very long. the problem is always there. i thought ive let it go. but no, i havent. ziyu was just complaining to me about stuff. and all i told her was "aiya nevermind lah. you cant do anything anyway." seriously, i think this didnt help her feel any better. cos when i tell people my problems and they tell me that, i still feel the same. but they cant be blamed either, cos they are not the ones experiencing it. thats why ive chose to keep things to myself now. because no one can help me.

a few days back, i was just thinking of secondary school days. didnt exactly get myself in the "emo" mood lah. but i sure miss everybody. i hate changes, but the only thing that dont change in this world, are changes.

less than 2 more weeks to school reopen. and 2 more days, or 1 more day to be exact, from 2009. no new year resolutions this year cos they are useless. just hope that everyone will be happier in 2009.

whoever thinks that Yes Man is nice and funny have a very weird sense of humour. i felt that ive wasted my 6 bucks. i even fell asleep! ok i always do, but i seldom fall asleep when im watching comedy!! after the movie, my sis and i looked at each other and say "its not funny at all". ok my point is, its just not nice.

im suddenly in need of cash again!!! i havent get my pay and i need to buy skincare products and they are damn ex!! o.O oh yeah, i just cut my hair i look like a kid now!!! i think i look kiddier than jeryl now.

im going to start diet on friday again. oh my god my diets are never working out. SHITTTT. i still have alot of homework left. AHHHHHH.

im damn boreddd. no shows are showing on the tv. nothing to do online. and i totally have no mood to do my homework (im so dead). supposed to clear my room today but as usual, im already lazy after packing my files.

yesterday, had my last training for the year. and i just realised im actually quite attached to hockey already. i see hockey people, the pitch, the ball and the stick for like 4 times a week since the holidays started. i even dream of my team mate killing people and dream of myself hitting the ball correctly. and when i have nothing to do, i actually think of the action to hit the ball. sounds damn retarded. anyhows, have to wait for 3 more weeks before the next training starts.

im going to my grandma house tomorrow for tang yuan! yay havent seen her for quite some time. but i think shes going to start beating and scolding me cos ive become so much darker and she thinks girls should be fair.

ive been spending alot recently. but its a good thing using my sis's supplementary card from my dad cos ill gt discounts from my dad. like that day, i asked my sis to pay using the card then ill have to return cash back to my dad. and i went home and negotiated with him. its quite easy actually. i just got to smile2 at him and act cute abit. i owed him 75 bucks. ended up only paying him 50. HAHA. and i got abit of my pay already. but im over the tight period.

i cant wait for class chalet. hope it'll be lots of fun.

RAHHH. i cant sleep i cant sleep!! so irritating! i just want to sleep lah!

just finished watching bu liang xiao hua today! no more show to watch.

i need to start on my homework next week. theres sooooo much to do! ):

i need to find time to go mango sale next week before theres nothing else to buy!

baked cheesecake last week and i received good comments! happy (:

truely my happiest day of the year. =D

oh my god!!! my dad is actually watching Hot Shot!! my dad is so cool. haha.

im too lazy to go pack my luggage when im leaving tomorrow. no excitement cos im not taking plane! ): i like to eat plane food..............

in case anyone is interested in my life, monday wednesday fridays are generally reserved for trainings. tuesday thursday work to earn money. so im hoping my money comes quick cos im seriously damn broke.

went to eat frog yesterday! and i miss thing ): send us the photos quick ok! (i bet it'll be one month later)

jiayou for school ziyu!
stop slacking at home youwen!

oh my god. hot shot's ending is so lame and abrupt! totally disappointed.
training today was tiring but super fun! got wet from head to toe. totally dreading wednesday. hope it never comes. look at what my nice coach has prepared for us.

SAIFUL'S TEKAN SESSION


super tired now. havent do peer tutoring homework!! ok i shall go do now. i ate macs today oh my god!!

was watching ManU vs Hull City match last night. wow. first time seeing Hull play and i think they are quite good man. anyway we were commenting on how english people name their kids. they always give them weird names. like a guy is called Cousin, and when i watched EuroHockey earlier on in the day, a guy is called Darling?!?!?! so funny lah.

speaking of hockey, im kind of looking forward to pitch training tomorrow! but we will probably die. especially when im having my period. gotta do PW in the morning first. &^%$#@!#$%^&* super irritated.

ive been watching starhub free channels for 3 days!! very shiok lor. cos my dad change the box thingy. it will be over soon. ):

cant wait for OP to be over and i hate I&R i dont know how to do!!!!

oh my god. all normal girls should watch Hot Shot! theres so many handsome guys inside!! and Jerry Yen is sooooo handsome! *faints* and putting all of them together in one show, make me feel that my lao gong lose liao lah. Jerry Yen is handsome-r. anyway, non normal girls should watch too! theres a very pretty girl inside!! OK SO EVERYONE GO WATCH OK!!

my life is full of up and down man. one blow after another. ): i think im not going hongkong anymore. OH MY GOD. what have i done man. bad karma. ):

anyway, i went Night Safari last week with my classmates! super duper fun!! theres a halloween party there so we went there to scare people and get scared!!

theres this dim sum girl thats very scary! she stare at us until damn pro! then inside her dim sum basket got another person. when we walked towards her to take photo with her, she open the basket!!! scare the hell out of me man! and shes damn professional. just keep staring and staring!

then we walked the night trail after buying tickets. i was super scared and i keep holding my friends' hands! theres this chinese ghost with super long tongue stationed at the bridge. then it suddenly jumped when we tried to walk past him. after getting scared, we took photo with him. then my friends touched his tongue and he started talking! he said "ehh xiao xin yi dian, bu yao nong huai." HAHAHAH! hes not supposed to talk!!!

then we continue walking until this point where theres 2 people acting as trees suddenly pop out!! that was scary cos the whole forest was trees! we got too scared we forgot to take photos with them.

then after that halloween, it was just normal walking. it started to get boring so we decided to scare people! we hid behind the bushes when theres a tram passing by. during that period, theres the normal and halloween tram. i think we scared the normal tram cos when we suddenly jump up and scream, the people on the tram literally jumped off their seats!! because they thought that normal tram wont be scared!! hahaha! their expressions and actions super classic man!!

so we walked and walked and walked then after that, we walked the halloween part again cos we know where are the scary parts already. so we planned to scare the "ghosts"! we ended up scaring other people walking the trail. and remember the trees? we went back to take photo with them. and we took turns taking photo with them. so one tree help us take photo with another tree. then when other people want to walk past, the tree said "stop moving, im taking photo" HAHAHA! damn funny.

ok i feel like this post is lame cos im like zi high-ing. anyway, that night was super fun! go to my facebook to see the photos!!

met up with The Usuals and dinner was at Astons@Cathay. nice food. cosy corner we;ve got. the good food and cheap price made up for the long waiting time. definitely worth patronising again!!



and we didnt forget you, thing.

so much to complain. but who i am to do that, when im considered much more fortunate than other people? LIVE WITH THE SUCKY LIFE, SHIR.

oh man!! i finish watching my show!! ): been watching 命中注定我愛你 since friday. go and watch it. ITS SUPER NICE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! ok last night i wanted to stop at 10 to do PW. then its so addictive i cant stop. so i said i will stop at 12. but i didnt!!! and even watch till 4.30!! so PW is not done yet. =/ gonna do PW later before i start on my new show. GO AND WATCH MING ZHONG ZHU DING!!!!! SUPER NICE!!!!

anyway, went to watch Eagle Eye today. i think its nice man. even though i totally slept for the whole of front part but i managed to catch the ending and i can still understand! not too bad a show. i want to watch Connected!! anyone wants to watch? =D

oh. and i think i flunk my GP. they went through paper 1 today and i totally didnt meet the requirements. so dead. this means that i need to pass 3 H2 which is NOT possible. die super scared of retaining. =/

ok shall do my PW now.

ok i was kidding in my previous post. i didnt cut my hair short. it just happens to be the angle the photo was taken. but maybe i really should cut it short someday cos i realised ive been changing my hairstyle every year since sec 1 and now im sick of my long hair. but clar and junyang ask me not to cut. hmmmmmm..

anyhows, i finally got my hands landed on Twilight. but my slow reading speed got people(especially junyang) laughing at me. im only at page 53 even though ive been reading for the past few days. not holding the book all day long but a few pages a day. i didnt reach my target of one quarter a book today.

went to the gym with clar. after which, went to coffeebean to chill before junyang and victor joined us. initially wanted to read my Twilight. ended up talking instead. not too bad a session.

was feeling shitty when i came home last night. didnt want to do anything/talk to anyone. went to bed at 9 and missed my show. theres sandcastle building at ECP later. not looking forward to it anymore cos im having my period. how sucky it is. ):

i cut my hair short.

PROMOS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!!! but i cant remember the things that i wanted to blog.
AND AND AND. IM GOING FOR F1 NIGHT RACE!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!

eee so unfair!! why you got the photos first!! and i look horrendous. all promo's fault.

after promos:
-SLEEP
-queensway
-astons + rochor tauhuay
-shopping
-moviesssss (print complementary tickets)
-chill at starbucks and read bookssss
-find new jacket
-skype with thing!
-badminton with jeryl
-gym gym gym!

say bye to dark eye rings, hello to diet!

less than a week to end of promos. JIAYOU!!!!

I got the photos from Nette before you guys.... am i awesome or what! Hahahah.. You all still look the same by the way... Shirlynn! That's the longest i've ever seen your hair been in 4.5 years!!!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHIRLYNN!!!!

Hope you received my sms on Sunday! Sorry about this late post, my internet was working for 2 days! Once again, all the best... please take care and don't get too stressed up. Faster get promos over and done with can?!?!!

the past few weeks have been draining. mugging till 8 plus everyday outside. and continue mugging for a few more hours when i reach home. surving with only 4 hours of sleep a day. dozing off in school and brain dead most of time. this. is. a. tough. period.

BUT. i will and i have to hang on for another 2 more weeks. i just need to pass 2 H2 and 1 H1 to promote. i have to promote or else ill just go and die. i need to study the econs later so that i wont stone during timed practice tomorrow. ):

i need some chocolates/ice cream to keep me going. JIAYOU EVERYONE!! 2 more weeks and its heaven. (:

Hey girls, haven't talked to you guys for a long time. I'm just here to say i'm alive and fine and i miss you! Shir & Youwen, good luck for your upcoming promos! Ziyu, you sound so depressed over your schoolwork on your blog, haha.. Jiayou! & don't fall sick, everyone. Remember to drink lots of water and go to the toilet and pee after that. Take care.

yesterday's yesterday was a nice day! healthy lifestyle. gym in the morning, macs breakfast, mugging at subway and thereafter at library and tuition gathering at json's house!!!

after gym!


tuition mates plus json. thats how we got our As.

koen is so cute!!

new boy, ryan!! super cute and chubby! he have dimples when he smile! and he didnt cry! jsons lingo: "so cooperative".

haha. steamboat at jsons house was fun. we talked abut anything and everything. from driving, to life, to jc. but i was having damn bad stomachache after drinking what honey suckler?!?! its pokka's new drink.

ive been spending too much money. studying at coffeebean for 2 consecutive days. dad bought me a slice of cheesecake from coffeebean today. he says its for my chinese birthday. haha.

i feel bad for not spending enough time at home. cos i simply cant study at home. i think dad misses me. he offered to treat me to dinner tonight. to celebrate my chinese birthday(?!). we didnt celebrate in the end lah. so lame. i want to spend quality time with family after promos. i want to go visit grandma. i want to bring grandma to orchard for dim sum. looking forward to life after promos.(: for now, its back to mugging. ):

i cant get to sleep even though i badly need some sleep. i never thought that i will have dark eye rings, but now i have. life sucks to the power of infinity. but what can i do? jump down the building and die meh. therefore, life still sucks no matter how much i rant.


the guys look so tall cos they were being retarded by jumping up and down before the shot was taken. so the outcome: edmund is the tallest even though hes considered short in class. and so many guys are taller than ruihong.




and blogger is being a bitch again. i cant upload anymore photos. see, told you life sucks.

eee im really angry. cant upload photos!!!! my class girls all tied french braid today. cos they were abit crazy. i didnt want to tie but they forced me too! even when i said i didnt wash my hair for 2 days, they die also want to tie for me! jane even said, "its ok, i didnt wash my hands too." *faints* then during p.e, we had couple dance. so my class girls all had the same hairstyle. then the teacher had to pair us. then another of my classmates said, "we looked like vietnam brides." HAHAHA!

haha i feel so happy now. cos clar just messaged me to tell me she miss me. haha. its a joy to know that someone bothers to message you when they miss you right? how often do we actually bother to tell someone we miss them/love them? anyway, my teacher showed us a video during mass civics today. and i liked it alot. the feeling is like the video that eugene and junyang did for me during my 15th birthday. go and have a look : www.findingjoymovie.com

oh our class was so sweet today. we wrote messages to encourage one another to do well during exams. hopefully we can all promote together! *pray hard* ill try to upload photos again when blogger stops being a bitch.

HAHAHAHA. my friend saw my msn pic with ziyu in it. and she said, "your friend quite pretty leh. her tan very nice." HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. sorry i cannot stop laughing. its even funnier than my "its free between me and you." right right ziyu? HAHAHHAHA. and stupid blogger dont let me post photos. im angry and i dont want to blog about friday and saturday already.

the worse way to waste time is to be locked out of house. i left school almost immediately after lessons ended at 2.15. was walking home from j8 and i was thinking that i could nap probably for an hour or so before i start memorising for econs test. the thought of sleeping just made me so happy. but as i was climbing the stairs, i couldnt find my keys. then i was like, shit. got so suay or not. then damn it, really cant find. end up calling my sister but her lessons only end at 7.30. and the earliest my mum could come home was 6.30. and it was 3 at that time! super sian. then i sat at the void deck. studied econs. everytime people walk pass will look at me. then i fell asleep. woke up. study again. then i got so bored i walked to the market to buy food to eat. i was so irritated. so there goes my diet plan again. sigh sigh sigh.

theres so much to do tonight. but i dont feel like doing. some of my classmates are going to play badminton tomorrow. i dont know if i can go cos ive got lessons packed all the way. with 1 hour break in between for me to do chem remedial homework. SHITTT. but i really want to playyyyyyyyyyy. ):

going for singapore fireworks festival tomorrow. 30 more days to promos. FREAKKKK.

today i went to school, attended one lesson and went home. cos i was having gastric. but..i ate breakfast. even tried to drink hot milo to see if it'll be better. but it was still pain. so i went to the office to get early leave form. and the *$@#!$* VP scolded me for not taking care of my health instead of asking if i was ok when i was in pain. then i hurried home. i felt like i could faint anytime cos the pain was excruciating. for a moment, i was afraid it'll be apendicitis. went home, saw that the medicine expires on 8/2008. dont know if its still edible not. but august havent end. so should be can. hurry ate the medicine and went to sleep. woke up, no more pain. not appendicitis. heng ah.

BUT. now my stomach having the same feeling again! and its getting more and more pain. WILL I DIE SOON? =/

CONGRATS SINGAPORE! YAY like finally a medal after 40 years! it was a good fight at the finals but the China Chinese were really good. oh well. we should be contented! =D

watched Money No Enough 2 today. wasnt really good. it wasnt very funny. didnt really relate to me. but it did make me tear ALOT. always hit my soft spot.

so focused on watching the olympics i dont feel like doing my work. and my eyes feel so sore from all the crying i want to sleep now. tomorrow is a longgggggg day. ):

when watching Belgium vs Italy match earlier on..

me: wah belgium guys all damn handsome leh. no wonder belgium chocolate also so nice.
a few seconds later, tv focused on a black guy
sis: do you like dark chocolate too?

i feel like going to the airport now. sucky day except that theres a little progress in my diet. lost one kg but sis insists theres something wrong with the weighing machine. but i dont care. i insist i did lose weight. thats the only thing to motivate me. diet sucksssssss.

theres so much to do this weekend. i want to die.

i dreamt of the usuals last night!!!! now i believe in "ri you suo si, ye you suo meng"! cos ive been thinking alot about them lately. wanted to arrange an outing or something. then all the "promos in 5 weeks time" and "DO YOU WANT TO RETAIN???" pop up. sigh sigh sigh. ive been using the computer alot lately. but that doesnt mean i study. i spend the time sleeping! thats equally bad. im so sad and disappointed, diet plan failed terribly. jane didnt even realised i was dieting!! ok that means i eat alot. RAHHHH.

anyway, back to the dream. the dream felt quite real, except that we were at my classamate's condo. but she appeared for awhile only. then the scene consisted of shawn, jeryl, eric and me i think. the rest were like just a group of black shadows around us (eee, sounds scary). basically, cant see their faces but theres just a big group of people there lah. i think i was in a kitchen and suddenly they saw me and walked towards me. then while walking towards me, they walked passed a fountain. like, a fountain indoors?!?! abit weird lah. then i cant really remember what happened after that. i woke up in the middle of the night to answer nature's call, then i was thinkig, since its such a sweet dream, maybe i should write down. but you know, normally when you wake up in the middle of the night. you'll be so blur that once you thought of something, the next second you'll forget it. yeah, so i forgot and continue walking towards my bed and SLEEP.

then true enough, this morning i woke up and i forgot. but i remembered i dreamt of jane too. maybe she will dream of me tonight cos today she attended a lesson by me: THE ART OF SHAKING LEG. seriously, i hate people who shake their leg. its so irritating. for girls, its so unglam. the action is so ugly and for guys, it feels so uncivilised!! and girls wont like it lorrr. nobody trust me. next time they will thank me for telling them not to shake their legs man.

anyway, jane and I spent half the time during chem lecture discussing about people who shake legs and people who dont. the conclusion: shake leg = bad people. dont shake leg = good people. haha. but we got listen to what the lecturer was talking lor. cos today is my tutor lecturing. then the last part damn funny. the bell ring then she kan chiong and she stumbled then me and jane laughed damn loudly, people from 2nd and 3rd row below us turned back to look.

had 2 hours before spa. a few of us went to the canteen to watch the olympics. got one very cute japan gymnast fell down!! so poor thing. then got another guy from dont know what country fell down too. and its quite funny seeing people crowding around the tv during breaks. some even scream or cheer when people are abou to score or win. like suddenly you will hear a roar when you are eating.

then had chem spa and it sucks man. even though i knew how to do the calculations and the sources of error but i cant weight the stupid spirit lamp! its like a chicken essence bottle with alcohol inside. so we were suppose to take the weight before and after we burn it. and after i burn it, the mass became heavier!!! when its supposed to be lighter. so i came up with some stupid numbers myself. and i stupidly so touch the soot. so my hands became black.

ok i realise i keep rambling and rambling. time to do homework. i think tomorrow will suck. but nevermind, i shall still think positively. YAY! i look forward to tomorrow!

have you thought of how you will die one day? ive thought of that today.
i think i will die of stomach cancer or gastric cancer(is there such a thing?) or some sort. CHOY LAH. but then i really think so man.

i think i eat too much chilli everyday and acidic stuffs. today i was eating yong tau fu and jane said my soup very qiang bi. and my stomach hurts after drinking that bowl of soup. and i ate 3 oranges today!!!! and my stomach hurts again after eating them. even though i ate proper food before eating orange. OH MAN. i dont want to be like my mum. she has a very weak stomach. sometimes when she eat too much, she will puke immediately after eating. and i take after her cos she likes to eat chilli too. BUT NO CHILLI, NO LIFE YOU KNOW?!?!?

i need to control my diet more. BE MORE STRICT. my aunt is so disciplined lah. she drinks fruit juices and eat salad everyday. that day i told my dad that coffeeshops and food places should cater more to people on diet. cos i always have nothing to eat. they should sell fresh fruit juices, porridges, soups etc. then he say, people on diet shouldnt eat.

anyway, my mum cooked 2 pots of soups that can last me for this whole week. so ive been drinking soup every dinner and eating vege. i wonder how long this diet can last me.

training tomorrow. ):

spent the whole of yesterday slacking. family bonding time!! yay everything is worth it just to spend time with family righttt. its like back to the old times again. it could be better if the tickets for Money Not Enough 2 were not sold out. hmmph. now we have to wait till next saturday.

friday's national day celebration was alright. jeryl danced well!!! as usual. the other performance were good too. the Connect Singapore thingy was quite lame. but my class amused ourselves and had fun, so not too bad. (: watched the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony. man, it was damn nice. totally spectacular. China sure did themselves proud. i messaged Chu Jun and she said, "its damn fucking nice. im so proud of China!" WOAHHHH.

i just came back not long ago from my grandma's place. my diet plan is ruined as usual. sucksss. tomorrow going study with youwen then go run with ziyu!!! =D

i feel like watching dark knight even though it has been out for quite long and i think everybody except me has watched it. i think Joker is damn scary!

me, with no sense of urgency at all, was sitting at Dome this afternoon, drinking my Mocha Espresski and reading 8 days where i saw Joker's picture. it looks damn scary even though my sister say it doesnt. like for the first time im scared of something shes not scared of. but the photo makes me wanna watch dark knight!!

sigh sigh sigh. promos in 5 more weeks. i got a feeling im going to retain. FREAKKKKKK. im gong to mug damn hard after hockey ends next week. and i hate the feeling that ive broken my dad's trust on me cos he left me all alone to handle my studies and i gave him shit results. and now, he have to ask me every now and then hows school. that. feeling. is. so. sucky.

national day celebration tomorrow. totally not looking forward to it. cos ive got chemistry remedial at 4.15. ))))): im going to bring spongebob cap tomorrow. see which brave soul wants to wear it. heheh!

today i was on my way to school and i saw my sec 1 eyecandy on the train. HAHA! then i immediately thought of what you girls said "YOU BU SHI HEB SHUAI!!!" i can totally remember thing's tone. and i started smiling to myself. man i miss thing!!

i hope i have the motivation and perserverence i used to have. ITS ALL GONE!!! ):

taken on friday's math lecture

been eating alot these few days cos ive been experiencing a whole lot of emotions. found myself unknowingly appearing at one place eating every time. haha. tried several new stuff that ive been wanting to eat since a long time ago.

so for the past few days, i ate: Casuarina Prata, Icekimo ice cream, Raffles Hotel chinese restaurant, Korean BBQ at East Coast, Mad Jack Cafe, Island Creamery.

i think my standard for ice cream has increased alot. Icekimo's Belgium Chocolate + Teh Tarik + Waffles wasnt exactly satisfying, neither was Island Creamery's Mudpie. On the contrary, some homemade ice cream bought by my aunt was enough to keep my mouth shut but only go "hmmm!" all the time. its comparable to B&J's.

Raffles Hotel's chinese restaurant was good, as usual. the decor has changed. nonetheless, quality of food was superb. the price of the food makes my jaw drop. i want to marry a rich husband!! or be a successful career woman like my aunt. (:

Mad Jack Cafe was impromptu. but i think the food was quite good. would definitely patronise again if i happen to be at that area. its quite inaccessible lah.

ok im done with my food report. haha. DETOX STARTS TOMORROW! *Jane is sick of hearing this*

oh oh, forgot to mention, xiao qiang came to visit us when i was dating with
Walt Disney and my other group members were playing pool. its amazing how a small creature can catch all of us off guard. even Bryan and Leon were scared! HAHA. ultimate irritant. anyway, I LIKE MY PW GROUP! even though PW sucks. and we have all decided to go celebrate after OP! oh yay! (:

LOOK ALIKE MEH!!!!

I HATE MSN VIDEO CALL! its so lag! just video call-ed with lything. who is supposed to be studying at ian's and brandon's house. but apparently, they are all slacking. i saw brandon, joey and randy and one girl over the webcam.
THING AH! study hard for 2 more days!! man i miss her. ):

wanted to blog about the scholarhsip ceremony but im too lazy. plus the pictures are not in the laptop.

i wasted whole of my weekend away. im a horrible girl. >(

and for your info, i wasnt really emo in my previous post. nobody will say they are emo when they are really emo. and my msn personal message is trying to be sarcastic. a matter of fact, LIFE SUCKS

today is a bad day. i woke up at 6.50. didnt want to come to school but dad said mum is still at home. so i thought she could send me to school. who knows she was late too. so i had to take a cab to school. and the cab fare amounted to 8.40 when the school is so near my house. and i have to pay myself. ):

and i totally forgot theres the N6 cluster dance event at St Nicks today, until i heard the announcement. if i didnt come to school, i wouldnt have to pay the 8.40 cab fare and i dont need to go for that event and i can get to skip
P.E. freak. then after the event ended, wanted to go out but none was free. everyone seems to have their plans. so i went home being a loner. then the bus went pass thing's house then i started to miss thing. then came home, watch tv and started to miss grandpa. EMOOOOOO.

i shall go to sleep now and wake up later to study. going to attend sis's scholarship prize giving ceremony tomorrow.

went back to NY yesterday. ate my favourite mixed veg rice at NY! YUMMY! the school seems empty coss j2s were having lessons and j1s were having assembly. ):

then went back to Zhonghua to collect SGC. much have changed. the school is filled with lots and lots and lots of art pieces now. like every 2 steps you walk, there'll be an art piece. and student centre has now become alumni singing room. like ?!?! o.O and the indoor stadium is so big!!! though its not done yet. and dance studio has got new flooring and bars. library has I MAC!!! LIKE WTH RIGHT! we get all the shit when we were around man. and the juniors are so privillege. i think they are trying to uphold their band 1 image. oh oh. the canteen closes so early nowadays! many stalls have already closed at 3!!! didnt get to eat fishball noodles. ))): and the school feels so empty, though detention area is filled with people. and the new VP look like some coffeeshop uncle. =/ i so miss Zhonghua man. though it feels kind of foreign now with all the changes.

OH! we saw a bird flying towards the art gallery. and it banged against the glass door and dropped to the ground. it was struggling to get up and a few of us crowd around and went "oh my god!!! so poor thing!! how ah what should we do ah?" then suddenly, it overturned and started flying and it flew under my skirt!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! DAMN FREAKING SCARY!!! i got a shock man!! O.O

went opposite to have lunch/teabreak/dinner. there's a N&B there now!! the stationary shop is gone and is replaced with N&B. and there's no more tom yum and the person ask us want to eat toast or not?!?!?

i told my dad that the tv in my room is spoilt. he say then i shouldnt watch tv and spend the time studying. i hate it when he assumes i dont study. then i went to his room, switch on the tv and realise the tv is spoilt too. i think he secretly did something. >( tomorrow is a long day. so is friday. ):

man. super duper tired right now. think i used too much energy in the day.

anyhows, went for dinner with the usuals just now! it was actually full attendance but eric couldnt make it! ): so it was left with the 9 of us.

finally settled for food court. -_- i was messaging ziyu in the day and asking her what we are eating. and i told her worse come to worse, eat food court. cos eugene, being a canoeist, cannot eat fried food. he was broke too. aslam has HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE OH MY GOD. youwen wants to eat jap food and lynette wants air con. so troublesome these people. we had fun anyways. its the company that matters right.

went to have Andersen's ice cream after that. it was much fun with them around. i finally saw shawn after dont know how many months. caught up with one another abit. though most of the time was just laughing and suan-ing each other.



ANYWAY MY SISTER GOT a $10,000 SCHOLARSHIP!! OH MY GOD. and its not like what stupid edusave awards. its from Ngee Ann Kong Si. and i think its not an easy thing. have to go through interview and all. and she didnt really have an outstanding portfolio so it was a pleasant surprise for the whole family. including her. CONGRATS MAN! (:

A good friend is like high-quality underwear - comfortable, intimate and provides great support.---Nat Ho

haha. his blog is interesting man.

read this on nat ho's blog. left me thinking for awhile.

"Happy face does not equal Happy.

Everyday, we meet people. But how many of them are hurting inside?

Everybody has issues, just that some people are better at hiding them than others.

Some people shit on others. Others eat their own shit. Some clean up other people's shit; while others constipate and suffer in silence."

im so happy today! cos i met up with ziyu and youwen! WEEEEE! =D same old laughter, same old smiles. always making fun of each other. i like! ok that means we didnt manage to study. and junyang reminded me by saying, "so you've been doing this essay since last night?" and "and you only did this essay for the whole of today???" hah. what a joke. i even planned to finish all my homework by last night. anyway i told him. the day havent end. so i die also must finish my work by tonight. & I MISS LAO LYTHING!!!

ive told some things to junyang last night and to the girls today. i feel so glad to have them around me! sometimes i wonder how will life be without them? fate brought us together man. (:
LOVE YOU GIRLS! =DD

guys should be happy they only need to serve 2 years of NS and a few times of reservist each year. girls have to suffer every month for half of their life. CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME! ):

I dreamt of 2e4 people yesterday! Strangely Shir, Ziyu, Youwen and Nette were all not in the dream... Maybe i don't miss you guys that much, hahahaha.

ahh the modem is here but wireless cant be set up yet!! ): i woke up at 8.30 today cos the postman will be coming any time between 9-1. end up he only came at 12.30!! cheat my feeling.

theres lots of homework to do this weekend!! ): but will be going to Carlton to eat dim sum tomorrow! =D

yesterday had training. kinda frustrated cos i couldnt do hit properly. in fact i cant even do it!! but Saiful(my coach) was encouraging. then had mini game. some of us then decided to stay back to play soccer after that. damn fun!! ms tay(teacher-in-charge) joined us too! damn long since i last kicked a ball. and the goal was damn big and nice to kick!! went to eat dessert with some of them after that. only had my dinner at 9.30 when i reached home.

my com was down for the past few days. so irritating. but its alright now. (: i dont feel like doing EoM or PW now. so boringgggg.

anyway, i donated blood on wednesday!! my first time and i was super scared. was secretly hoping the nurse cant find my vein. but kind of glad she can find my vein(ziyu knows why. haha!). anyway it wasnt as pain as i thought. its bearable kind of pain. might consider donating again next year. what a cool experience!

thing, study hard for your exams!!! =D

i was doing my GP homework when ziyu started talking about trip to taiwan at the end of next year. ahhh shes making me damn excited!! i really hope we can go travel together man!! =D

so much has been through my mind these days. not gonna mention it here. but i think my brain and heart are having conflicts. sigh.

schools been sucky last week. how great can it be knowing you failed all your subjects right? but im glad to have friends around me who care.

thing! ill be getting my router next week! if nothing goes wrong that is. we can finally Skype!! oh yay im so excited!

I NEED TO WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD. I DONT WANT AND I CANNOT RETAIN.

today after PW, my class guys suddenly formed a circle and started holding hands. we were wondering what they were doing but did not bother much. until we heard them "scream". they were playing with electricity from this fake chewing gum thingy. and they held hands so that the electricty can pass round the circle. hahaha damn cute lah they all. the girls happily stood aside and took videos.



im back to my bad habits again. well, at least im glad there are friends around who asked if i was ok. thanks rachel, joyce and jane. (: and to kiat boon's singlish dictionary which made me laughed so hard.

My lecturer show me this like quite a few weeks back, is damn cool!

Where the Hell is Matt?
Where the Hell is Matt? (2008)

This guy actually started doing some stupid dance steps and posting it on his blog to show his family and friends places that he had visited. Somehow his actions spreaded like wild fire, everyone started showing his links to their friends. So this company decided to pay him and pay for his trip to tour AROUND THE WORLD to dance this stupid dance and make it into a video. It is damn cool because the clips are not edited, he really literally TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD. DAMN COOL!

This song is very nice!

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark


No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back


If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms


If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

im at the library now. just went over to Subway just now at 3.06. the queue was horrible cos they were having a 50% offer to celebrate their 50th anniversary. the queue extended out of the shop to halfway of Thai Express. and i feel too paiseh to queue alone. still contemplating whether to go check it out again. but i reckon the queue would have extended to Coffee Bean. ): and i havent had my lunch. my subway meltttt ))):

ok ive been a good girl these 2 days. trying very hard to pay attention in class. but always finding myself dozing off unknowingly. but at least i made the effort right.

i fell asleep last night when doing differentiation. cos i stupidly went to differentiate the answer. so i had to liquid the whole chunk awhile and while waiting for the liquid paper to dry, i fell asleep. i didnt even watch my 11pm show!! ):

reminder to self:
GP files
EoM first draft
ask dad about blood donation
circular motion tutorial
math tutorials(tuesday)