shirlynn

argh. i cant sign in to msn. woke up at 6 plus in the morning which is uber early considering that its holidays. yeah went back to school for chem spa which sucked cos i failed all the experiments. dont know how im suppose to pass the actual one. then went to buy books. initially wanted to cut hair but it was only 9 plus and the salon was not open yet so i went to walk around ntuc and suddenly had the urge to cook dinner so i bought the ingredients and headed home. i really love cooking man. it makes me happy and the people around me happy (errr at least i hope so). haha. but i hate the washing up part. so went to bathed after that and went to zzzz.

the holidays are so boring. thing is enjoying herself back home now. while im rotting my life away. cant wait till monday when ill be hitting the town with sis. kbox! yeah been long since i went out with her. tomorrows her last paper and her birthday is coming. time flies man.

saw something unpleasant on msn yesterday and i keep thinking ah. its just one year ago when we were still young and innocent. but now its kind of different. people speaking bad behind others back. was there such thing as hatred back then? at least not that i remembered. life was so simple back then and we go to school everyday to have fun and to make friends. but now i dislike school so much that i keep thinking reasons to pon. i wouldnt say i didnt change. im sure i did but its kind of sad, isnt it? how i wish im still a baby, being cuddled by others in their arms, making people smile. its just one of the lessons to learn in life. learn to appreciate what you have and look at the good points of others. im learning still.

i feel like eating prata and pasta lah. ( ehh it rhymes. haha) nobody wants to go. :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHENGYAN! though i dont think you'll be reading this. haha