oh my god. hot shot's ending is so lame and abrupt! totally disappointed.
training today was tiring but super fun! got wet from head to toe. totally dreading wednesday. hope it never comes. look at what my nice coach has prepared for us.

SAIFUL'S TEKAN SESSION


super tired now. havent do peer tutoring homework!! ok i shall go do now. i ate macs today oh my god!!

was watching ManU vs Hull City match last night. wow. first time seeing Hull play and i think they are quite good man. anyway we were commenting on how english people name their kids. they always give them weird names. like a guy is called Cousin, and when i watched EuroHockey earlier on in the day, a guy is called Darling?!?!?! so funny lah.

speaking of hockey, im kind of looking forward to pitch training tomorrow! but we will probably die. especially when im having my period. gotta do PW in the morning first. &^%$#@!#$%^&* super irritated.

ive been watching starhub free channels for 3 days!! very shiok lor. cos my dad change the box thingy. it will be over soon. ):

cant wait for OP to be over and i hate I&R i dont know how to do!!!!

oh my god. all normal girls should watch Hot Shot! theres so many handsome guys inside!! and Jerry Yen is sooooo handsome! *faints* and putting all of them together in one show, make me feel that my lao gong lose liao lah. Jerry Yen is handsome-r. anyway, non normal girls should watch too! theres a very pretty girl inside!! OK SO EVERYONE GO WATCH OK!!

my life is full of up and down man. one blow after another. ): i think im not going hongkong anymore. OH MY GOD. what have i done man. bad karma. ):

anyway, i went Night Safari last week with my classmates! super duper fun!! theres a halloween party there so we went there to scare people and get scared!!

theres this dim sum girl thats very scary! she stare at us until damn pro! then inside her dim sum basket got another person. when we walked towards her to take photo with her, she open the basket!!! scare the hell out of me man! and shes damn professional. just keep staring and staring!

then we walked the night trail after buying tickets. i was super scared and i keep holding my friends' hands! theres this chinese ghost with super long tongue stationed at the bridge. then it suddenly jumped when we tried to walk past him. after getting scared, we took photo with him. then my friends touched his tongue and he started talking! he said "ehh xiao xin yi dian, bu yao nong huai." HAHAHAH! hes not supposed to talk!!!

then we continue walking until this point where theres 2 people acting as trees suddenly pop out!! that was scary cos the whole forest was trees! we got too scared we forgot to take photos with them.

then after that halloween, it was just normal walking. it started to get boring so we decided to scare people! we hid behind the bushes when theres a tram passing by. during that period, theres the normal and halloween tram. i think we scared the normal tram cos when we suddenly jump up and scream, the people on the tram literally jumped off their seats!! because they thought that normal tram wont be scared!! hahaha! their expressions and actions super classic man!!

so we walked and walked and walked then after that, we walked the halloween part again cos we know where are the scary parts already. so we planned to scare the "ghosts"! we ended up scaring other people walking the trail. and remember the trees? we went back to take photo with them. and we took turns taking photo with them. so one tree help us take photo with another tree. then when other people want to walk past, the tree said "stop moving, im taking photo" HAHAHA! damn funny.

ok i feel like this post is lame cos im like zi high-ing. anyway, that night was super fun! go to my facebook to see the photos!!

met up with The Usuals and dinner was at Astons@Cathay. nice food. cosy corner we;ve got. the good food and cheap price made up for the long waiting time. definitely worth patronising again!!



and we didnt forget you, thing.

so much to complain. but who i am to do that, when im considered much more fortunate than other people? LIVE WITH THE SUCKY LIFE, SHIR.

oh man!! i finish watching my show!! ): been watching 命中注定我愛你 since friday. go and watch it. ITS SUPER NICE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! ok last night i wanted to stop at 10 to do PW. then its so addictive i cant stop. so i said i will stop at 12. but i didnt!!! and even watch till 4.30!! so PW is not done yet. =/ gonna do PW later before i start on my new show. GO AND WATCH MING ZHONG ZHU DING!!!!! SUPER NICE!!!!

anyway, went to watch Eagle Eye today. i think its nice man. even though i totally slept for the whole of front part but i managed to catch the ending and i can still understand! not too bad a show. i want to watch Connected!! anyone wants to watch? =D

oh. and i think i flunk my GP. they went through paper 1 today and i totally didnt meet the requirements. so dead. this means that i need to pass 3 H2 which is NOT possible. die super scared of retaining. =/

ok shall do my PW now.

ok i was kidding in my previous post. i didnt cut my hair short. it just happens to be the angle the photo was taken. but maybe i really should cut it short someday cos i realised ive been changing my hairstyle every year since sec 1 and now im sick of my long hair. but clar and junyang ask me not to cut. hmmmmmm..

anyhows, i finally got my hands landed on Twilight. but my slow reading speed got people(especially junyang) laughing at me. im only at page 53 even though ive been reading for the past few days. not holding the book all day long but a few pages a day. i didnt reach my target of one quarter a book today.

went to the gym with clar. after which, went to coffeebean to chill before junyang and victor joined us. initially wanted to read my Twilight. ended up talking instead. not too bad a session.

was feeling shitty when i came home last night. didnt want to do anything/talk to anyone. went to bed at 9 and missed my show. theres sandcastle building at ECP later. not looking forward to it anymore cos im having my period. how sucky it is. ):

i cut my hair short.

PROMOS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!!! but i cant remember the things that i wanted to blog.
AND AND AND. IM GOING FOR F1 NIGHT RACE!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!

eee so unfair!! why you got the photos first!! and i look horrendous. all promo's fault.

after promos:
-SLEEP
-queensway
-astons + rochor tauhuay
-shopping
-moviesssss (print complementary tickets)
-chill at starbucks and read bookssss
-find new jacket
-skype with thing!
-badminton with jeryl
-gym gym gym!

say bye to dark eye rings, hello to diet!

less than a week to end of promos. JIAYOU!!!!

I got the photos from Nette before you guys.... am i awesome or what! Hahahah.. You all still look the same by the way... Shirlynn! That's the longest i've ever seen your hair been in 4.5 years!!!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHIRLYNN!!!!

Hope you received my sms on Sunday! Sorry about this late post, my internet was working for 2 days! Once again, all the best... please take care and don't get too stressed up. Faster get promos over and done with can?!?!!

the past few weeks have been draining. mugging till 8 plus everyday outside. and continue mugging for a few more hours when i reach home. surving with only 4 hours of sleep a day. dozing off in school and brain dead most of time. this. is. a. tough. period.

BUT. i will and i have to hang on for another 2 more weeks. i just need to pass 2 H2 and 1 H1 to promote. i have to promote or else ill just go and die. i need to study the econs later so that i wont stone during timed practice tomorrow. ):

i need some chocolates/ice cream to keep me going. JIAYOU EVERYONE!! 2 more weeks and its heaven. (:

Hey girls, haven't talked to you guys for a long time. I'm just here to say i'm alive and fine and i miss you! Shir & Youwen, good luck for your upcoming promos! Ziyu, you sound so depressed over your schoolwork on your blog, haha.. Jiayou! & don't fall sick, everyone. Remember to drink lots of water and go to the toilet and pee after that. Take care.

yesterday's yesterday was a nice day! healthy lifestyle. gym in the morning, macs breakfast, mugging at subway and thereafter at library and tuition gathering at json's house!!!

after gym!


tuition mates plus json. thats how we got our As.

koen is so cute!!

new boy, ryan!! super cute and chubby! he have dimples when he smile! and he didnt cry! jsons lingo: "so cooperative".

haha. steamboat at jsons house was fun. we talked abut anything and everything. from driving, to life, to jc. but i was having damn bad stomachache after drinking what honey suckler?!?! its pokka's new drink.

ive been spending too much money. studying at coffeebean for 2 consecutive days. dad bought me a slice of cheesecake from coffeebean today. he says its for my chinese birthday. haha.

i feel bad for not spending enough time at home. cos i simply cant study at home. i think dad misses me. he offered to treat me to dinner tonight. to celebrate my chinese birthday(?!). we didnt celebrate in the end lah. so lame. i want to spend quality time with family after promos. i want to go visit grandma. i want to bring grandma to orchard for dim sum. looking forward to life after promos.(: for now, its back to mugging. ):

i cant get to sleep even though i badly need some sleep. i never thought that i will have dark eye rings, but now i have. life sucks to the power of infinity. but what can i do? jump down the building and die meh. therefore, life still sucks no matter how much i rant.


the guys look so tall cos they were being retarded by jumping up and down before the shot was taken. so the outcome: edmund is the tallest even though hes considered short in class. and so many guys are taller than ruihong.




and blogger is being a bitch again. i cant upload anymore photos. see, told you life sucks.

eee im really angry. cant upload photos!!!! my class girls all tied french braid today. cos they were abit crazy. i didnt want to tie but they forced me too! even when i said i didnt wash my hair for 2 days, they die also want to tie for me! jane even said, "its ok, i didnt wash my hands too." *faints* then during p.e, we had couple dance. so my class girls all had the same hairstyle. then the teacher had to pair us. then another of my classmates said, "we looked like vietnam brides." HAHAHA!

haha i feel so happy now. cos clar just messaged me to tell me she miss me. haha. its a joy to know that someone bothers to message you when they miss you right? how often do we actually bother to tell someone we miss them/love them? anyway, my teacher showed us a video during mass civics today. and i liked it alot. the feeling is like the video that eugene and junyang did for me during my 15th birthday. go and have a look : www.findingjoymovie.com

oh our class was so sweet today. we wrote messages to encourage one another to do well during exams. hopefully we can all promote together! *pray hard* ill try to upload photos again when blogger stops being a bitch.

HAHAHAHA. my friend saw my msn pic with ziyu in it. and she said, "your friend quite pretty leh. her tan very nice." HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. sorry i cannot stop laughing. its even funnier than my "its free between me and you." right right ziyu? HAHAHHAHA. and stupid blogger dont let me post photos. im angry and i dont want to blog about friday and saturday already.

the worse way to waste time is to be locked out of house. i left school almost immediately after lessons ended at 2.15. was walking home from j8 and i was thinking that i could nap probably for an hour or so before i start memorising for econs test. the thought of sleeping just made me so happy. but as i was climbing the stairs, i couldnt find my keys. then i was like, shit. got so suay or not. then damn it, really cant find. end up calling my sister but her lessons only end at 7.30. and the earliest my mum could come home was 6.30. and it was 3 at that time! super sian. then i sat at the void deck. studied econs. everytime people walk pass will look at me. then i fell asleep. woke up. study again. then i got so bored i walked to the market to buy food to eat. i was so irritated. so there goes my diet plan again. sigh sigh sigh.

theres so much to do tonight. but i dont feel like doing. some of my classmates are going to play badminton tomorrow. i dont know if i can go cos ive got lessons packed all the way. with 1 hour break in between for me to do chem remedial homework. SHITTT. but i really want to playyyyyyyyyyy. ):

going for singapore fireworks festival tomorrow. 30 more days to promos. FREAKKKK.

today i went to school, attended one lesson and went home. cos i was having gastric. but..i ate breakfast. even tried to drink hot milo to see if it'll be better. but it was still pain. so i went to the office to get early leave form. and the *$@#!$* VP scolded me for not taking care of my health instead of asking if i was ok when i was in pain. then i hurried home. i felt like i could faint anytime cos the pain was excruciating. for a moment, i was afraid it'll be apendicitis. went home, saw that the medicine expires on 8/2008. dont know if its still edible not. but august havent end. so should be can. hurry ate the medicine and went to sleep. woke up, no more pain. not appendicitis. heng ah.

BUT. now my stomach having the same feeling again! and its getting more and more pain. WILL I DIE SOON? =/

CONGRATS SINGAPORE! YAY like finally a medal after 40 years! it was a good fight at the finals but the China Chinese were really good. oh well. we should be contented! =D

watched Money No Enough 2 today. wasnt really good. it wasnt very funny. didnt really relate to me. but it did make me tear ALOT. always hit my soft spot.

so focused on watching the olympics i dont feel like doing my work. and my eyes feel so sore from all the crying i want to sleep now. tomorrow is a longgggggg day. ):

when watching Belgium vs Italy match earlier on..

me: wah belgium guys all damn handsome leh. no wonder belgium chocolate also so nice.
a few seconds later, tv focused on a black guy
sis: do you like dark chocolate too?

i feel like going to the airport now. sucky day except that theres a little progress in my diet. lost one kg but sis insists theres something wrong with the weighing machine. but i dont care. i insist i did lose weight. thats the only thing to motivate me. diet sucksssssss.

theres so much to do this weekend. i want to die.

i dreamt of the usuals last night!!!! now i believe in "ri you suo si, ye you suo meng"! cos ive been thinking alot about them lately. wanted to arrange an outing or something. then all the "promos in 5 weeks time" and "DO YOU WANT TO RETAIN???" pop up. sigh sigh sigh. ive been using the computer alot lately. but that doesnt mean i study. i spend the time sleeping! thats equally bad. im so sad and disappointed, diet plan failed terribly. jane didnt even realised i was dieting!! ok that means i eat alot. RAHHHH.

anyway, back to the dream. the dream felt quite real, except that we were at my classamate's condo. but she appeared for awhile only. then the scene consisted of shawn, jeryl, eric and me i think. the rest were like just a group of black shadows around us (eee, sounds scary). basically, cant see their faces but theres just a big group of people there lah. i think i was in a kitchen and suddenly they saw me and walked towards me. then while walking towards me, they walked passed a fountain. like, a fountain indoors?!?! abit weird lah. then i cant really remember what happened after that. i woke up in the middle of the night to answer nature's call, then i was thinkig, since its such a sweet dream, maybe i should write down. but you know, normally when you wake up in the middle of the night. you'll be so blur that once you thought of something, the next second you'll forget it. yeah, so i forgot and continue walking towards my bed and SLEEP.

then true enough, this morning i woke up and i forgot. but i remembered i dreamt of jane too. maybe she will dream of me tonight cos today she attended a lesson by me: THE ART OF SHAKING LEG. seriously, i hate people who shake their leg. its so irritating. for girls, its so unglam. the action is so ugly and for guys, it feels so uncivilised!! and girls wont like it lorrr. nobody trust me. next time they will thank me for telling them not to shake their legs man.

anyway, jane and I spent half the time during chem lecture discussing about people who shake legs and people who dont. the conclusion: shake leg = bad people. dont shake leg = good people. haha. but we got listen to what the lecturer was talking lor. cos today is my tutor lecturing. then the last part damn funny. the bell ring then she kan chiong and she stumbled then me and jane laughed damn loudly, people from 2nd and 3rd row below us turned back to look.

had 2 hours before spa. a few of us went to the canteen to watch the olympics. got one very cute japan gymnast fell down!! so poor thing. then got another guy from dont know what country fell down too. and its quite funny seeing people crowding around the tv during breaks. some even scream or cheer when people are abou to score or win. like suddenly you will hear a roar when you are eating.

then had chem spa and it sucks man. even though i knew how to do the calculations and the sources of error but i cant weight the stupid spirit lamp! its like a chicken essence bottle with alcohol inside. so we were suppose to take the weight before and after we burn it. and after i burn it, the mass became heavier!!! when its supposed to be lighter. so i came up with some stupid numbers myself. and i stupidly so touch the soot. so my hands became black.

ok i realise i keep rambling and rambling. time to do homework. i think tomorrow will suck. but nevermind, i shall still think positively. YAY! i look forward to tomorrow!

have you thought of how you will die one day? ive thought of that today.
i think i will die of stomach cancer or gastric cancer(is there such a thing?) or some sort. CHOY LAH. but then i really think so man.

i think i eat too much chilli everyday and acidic stuffs. today i was eating yong tau fu and jane said my soup very qiang bi. and my stomach hurts after drinking that bowl of soup. and i ate 3 oranges today!!!! and my stomach hurts again after eating them. even though i ate proper food before eating orange. OH MAN. i dont want to be like my mum. she has a very weak stomach. sometimes when she eat too much, she will puke immediately after eating. and i take after her cos she likes to eat chilli too. BUT NO CHILLI, NO LIFE YOU KNOW?!?!?

i need to control my diet more. BE MORE STRICT. my aunt is so disciplined lah. she drinks fruit juices and eat salad everyday. that day i told my dad that coffeeshops and food places should cater more to people on diet. cos i always have nothing to eat. they should sell fresh fruit juices, porridges, soups etc. then he say, people on diet shouldnt eat.

anyway, my mum cooked 2 pots of soups that can last me for this whole week. so ive been drinking soup every dinner and eating vege. i wonder how long this diet can last me.

training tomorrow. ):

spent the whole of yesterday slacking. family bonding time!! yay everything is worth it just to spend time with family righttt. its like back to the old times again. it could be better if the tickets for Money Not Enough 2 were not sold out. hmmph. now we have to wait till next saturday.

friday's national day celebration was alright. jeryl danced well!!! as usual. the other performance were good too. the Connect Singapore thingy was quite lame. but my class amused ourselves and had fun, so not too bad. (: watched the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony. man, it was damn nice. totally spectacular. China sure did themselves proud. i messaged Chu Jun and she said, "its damn fucking nice. im so proud of China!" WOAHHHH.

i just came back not long ago from my grandma's place. my diet plan is ruined as usual. sucksss. tomorrow going study with youwen then go run with ziyu!!! =D

i feel like watching dark knight even though it has been out for quite long and i think everybody except me has watched it. i think Joker is damn scary!

me, with no sense of urgency at all, was sitting at Dome this afternoon, drinking my Mocha Espresski and reading 8 days where i saw Joker's picture. it looks damn scary even though my sister say it doesnt. like for the first time im scared of something shes not scared of. but the photo makes me wanna watch dark knight!!

sigh sigh sigh. promos in 5 more weeks. i got a feeling im going to retain. FREAKKKKKK. im gong to mug damn hard after hockey ends next week. and i hate the feeling that ive broken my dad's trust on me cos he left me all alone to handle my studies and i gave him shit results. and now, he have to ask me every now and then hows school. that. feeling. is. so. sucky.

national day celebration tomorrow. totally not looking forward to it. cos ive got chemistry remedial at 4.15. ))))): im going to bring spongebob cap tomorrow. see which brave soul wants to wear it. heheh!

today i was on my way to school and i saw my sec 1 eyecandy on the train. HAHA! then i immediately thought of what you girls said "YOU BU SHI HEB SHUAI!!!" i can totally remember thing's tone. and i started smiling to myself. man i miss thing!!

i hope i have the motivation and perserverence i used to have. ITS ALL GONE!!! ):

taken on friday's math lecture

been eating alot these few days cos ive been experiencing a whole lot of emotions. found myself unknowingly appearing at one place eating every time. haha. tried several new stuff that ive been wanting to eat since a long time ago.

so for the past few days, i ate: Casuarina Prata, Icekimo ice cream, Raffles Hotel chinese restaurant, Korean BBQ at East Coast, Mad Jack Cafe, Island Creamery.

i think my standard for ice cream has increased alot. Icekimo's Belgium Chocolate + Teh Tarik + Waffles wasnt exactly satisfying, neither was Island Creamery's Mudpie. On the contrary, some homemade ice cream bought by my aunt was enough to keep my mouth shut but only go "hmmm!" all the time. its comparable to B&J's.

Raffles Hotel's chinese restaurant was good, as usual. the decor has changed. nonetheless, quality of food was superb. the price of the food makes my jaw drop. i want to marry a rich husband!! or be a successful career woman like my aunt. (:

Mad Jack Cafe was impromptu. but i think the food was quite good. would definitely patronise again if i happen to be at that area. its quite inaccessible lah.

ok im done with my food report. haha. DETOX STARTS TOMORROW! *Jane is sick of hearing this*

oh oh, forgot to mention, xiao qiang came to visit us when i was dating with
Walt Disney and my other group members were playing pool. its amazing how a small creature can catch all of us off guard. even Bryan and Leon were scared! HAHA. ultimate irritant. anyway, I LIKE MY PW GROUP! even though PW sucks. and we have all decided to go celebrate after OP! oh yay! (:

LOOK ALIKE MEH!!!!

I HATE MSN VIDEO CALL! its so lag! just video call-ed with lything. who is supposed to be studying at ian's and brandon's house. but apparently, they are all slacking. i saw brandon, joey and randy and one girl over the webcam.
THING AH! study hard for 2 more days!! man i miss her. ):

wanted to blog about the scholarhsip ceremony but im too lazy. plus the pictures are not in the laptop.

i wasted whole of my weekend away. im a horrible girl. >(

and for your info, i wasnt really emo in my previous post. nobody will say they are emo when they are really emo. and my msn personal message is trying to be sarcastic. a matter of fact, LIFE SUCKS

today is a bad day. i woke up at 6.50. didnt want to come to school but dad said mum is still at home. so i thought she could send me to school. who knows she was late too. so i had to take a cab to school. and the cab fare amounted to 8.40 when the school is so near my house. and i have to pay myself. ):

and i totally forgot theres the N6 cluster dance event at St Nicks today, until i heard the announcement. if i didnt come to school, i wouldnt have to pay the 8.40 cab fare and i dont need to go for that event and i can get to skip
P.E. freak. then after the event ended, wanted to go out but none was free. everyone seems to have their plans. so i went home being a loner. then the bus went pass thing's house then i started to miss thing. then came home, watch tv and started to miss grandpa. EMOOOOOO.

i shall go to sleep now and wake up later to study. going to attend sis's scholarship prize giving ceremony tomorrow.

went back to NY yesterday. ate my favourite mixed veg rice at NY! YUMMY! the school seems empty coss j2s were having lessons and j1s were having assembly. ):

then went back to Zhonghua to collect SGC. much have changed. the school is filled with lots and lots and lots of art pieces now. like every 2 steps you walk, there'll be an art piece. and student centre has now become alumni singing room. like ?!?! o.O and the indoor stadium is so big!!! though its not done yet. and dance studio has got new flooring and bars. library has I MAC!!! LIKE WTH RIGHT! we get all the shit when we were around man. and the juniors are so privillege. i think they are trying to uphold their band 1 image. oh oh. the canteen closes so early nowadays! many stalls have already closed at 3!!! didnt get to eat fishball noodles. ))): and the school feels so empty, though detention area is filled with people. and the new VP look like some coffeeshop uncle. =/ i so miss Zhonghua man. though it feels kind of foreign now with all the changes.

OH! we saw a bird flying towards the art gallery. and it banged against the glass door and dropped to the ground. it was struggling to get up and a few of us crowd around and went "oh my god!!! so poor thing!! how ah what should we do ah?" then suddenly, it overturned and started flying and it flew under my skirt!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! DAMN FREAKING SCARY!!! i got a shock man!! O.O

went opposite to have lunch/teabreak/dinner. there's a N&B there now!! the stationary shop is gone and is replaced with N&B. and there's no more tom yum and the person ask us want to eat toast or not?!?!?

i told my dad that the tv in my room is spoilt. he say then i shouldnt watch tv and spend the time studying. i hate it when he assumes i dont study. then i went to his room, switch on the tv and realise the tv is spoilt too. i think he secretly did something. >( tomorrow is a long day. so is friday. ):

man. super duper tired right now. think i used too much energy in the day.

anyhows, went for dinner with the usuals just now! it was actually full attendance but eric couldnt make it! ): so it was left with the 9 of us.

finally settled for food court. -_- i was messaging ziyu in the day and asking her what we are eating. and i told her worse come to worse, eat food court. cos eugene, being a canoeist, cannot eat fried food. he was broke too. aslam has HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE OH MY GOD. youwen wants to eat jap food and lynette wants air con. so troublesome these people. we had fun anyways. its the company that matters right.

went to have Andersen's ice cream after that. it was much fun with them around. i finally saw shawn after dont know how many months. caught up with one another abit. though most of the time was just laughing and suan-ing each other.



ANYWAY MY SISTER GOT a $10,000 SCHOLARSHIP!! OH MY GOD. and its not like what stupid edusave awards. its from Ngee Ann Kong Si. and i think its not an easy thing. have to go through interview and all. and she didnt really have an outstanding portfolio so it was a pleasant surprise for the whole family. including her. CONGRATS MAN! (:

A good friend is like high-quality underwear - comfortable, intimate and provides great support.---Nat Ho

haha. his blog is interesting man.

read this on nat ho's blog. left me thinking for awhile.

"Happy face does not equal Happy.

Everyday, we meet people. But how many of them are hurting inside?

Everybody has issues, just that some people are better at hiding them than others.

Some people shit on others. Others eat their own shit. Some clean up other people's shit; while others constipate and suffer in silence."

im so happy today! cos i met up with ziyu and youwen! WEEEEE! =D same old laughter, same old smiles. always making fun of each other. i like! ok that means we didnt manage to study. and junyang reminded me by saying, "so you've been doing this essay since last night?" and "and you only did this essay for the whole of today???" hah. what a joke. i even planned to finish all my homework by last night. anyway i told him. the day havent end. so i die also must finish my work by tonight. & I MISS LAO LYTHING!!!

ive told some things to junyang last night and to the girls today. i feel so glad to have them around me! sometimes i wonder how will life be without them? fate brought us together man. (:
LOVE YOU GIRLS! =DD

guys should be happy they only need to serve 2 years of NS and a few times of reservist each year. girls have to suffer every month for half of their life. CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME! ):

I dreamt of 2e4 people yesterday! Strangely Shir, Ziyu, Youwen and Nette were all not in the dream... Maybe i don't miss you guys that much, hahahaha.

ahh the modem is here but wireless cant be set up yet!! ): i woke up at 8.30 today cos the postman will be coming any time between 9-1. end up he only came at 12.30!! cheat my feeling.

theres lots of homework to do this weekend!! ): but will be going to Carlton to eat dim sum tomorrow! =D

yesterday had training. kinda frustrated cos i couldnt do hit properly. in fact i cant even do it!! but Saiful(my coach) was encouraging. then had mini game. some of us then decided to stay back to play soccer after that. damn fun!! ms tay(teacher-in-charge) joined us too! damn long since i last kicked a ball. and the goal was damn big and nice to kick!! went to eat dessert with some of them after that. only had my dinner at 9.30 when i reached home.

my com was down for the past few days. so irritating. but its alright now. (: i dont feel like doing EoM or PW now. so boringgggg.

anyway, i donated blood on wednesday!! my first time and i was super scared. was secretly hoping the nurse cant find my vein. but kind of glad she can find my vein(ziyu knows why. haha!). anyway it wasnt as pain as i thought. its bearable kind of pain. might consider donating again next year. what a cool experience!

thing, study hard for your exams!!! =D

i was doing my GP homework when ziyu started talking about trip to taiwan at the end of next year. ahhh shes making me damn excited!! i really hope we can go travel together man!! =D

so much has been through my mind these days. not gonna mention it here. but i think my brain and heart are having conflicts. sigh.

schools been sucky last week. how great can it be knowing you failed all your subjects right? but im glad to have friends around me who care.

thing! ill be getting my router next week! if nothing goes wrong that is. we can finally Skype!! oh yay im so excited!

I NEED TO WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD. I DONT WANT AND I CANNOT RETAIN.

today after PW, my class guys suddenly formed a circle and started holding hands. we were wondering what they were doing but did not bother much. until we heard them "scream". they were playing with electricity from this fake chewing gum thingy. and they held hands so that the electricty can pass round the circle. hahaha damn cute lah they all. the girls happily stood aside and took videos.



im back to my bad habits again. well, at least im glad there are friends around who asked if i was ok. thanks rachel, joyce and jane. (: and to kiat boon's singlish dictionary which made me laughed so hard.

My lecturer show me this like quite a few weeks back, is damn cool!

Where the Hell is Matt?
Where the Hell is Matt? (2008)

This guy actually started doing some stupid dance steps and posting it on his blog to show his family and friends places that he had visited. Somehow his actions spreaded like wild fire, everyone started showing his links to their friends. So this company decided to pay him and pay for his trip to tour AROUND THE WORLD to dance this stupid dance and make it into a video. It is damn cool because the clips are not edited, he really literally TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD. DAMN COOL!

This song is very nice!

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark


No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back


If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms


If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

im at the library now. just went over to Subway just now at 3.06. the queue was horrible cos they were having a 50% offer to celebrate their 50th anniversary. the queue extended out of the shop to halfway of Thai Express. and i feel too paiseh to queue alone. still contemplating whether to go check it out again. but i reckon the queue would have extended to Coffee Bean. ): and i havent had my lunch. my subway meltttt ))):

ok ive been a good girl these 2 days. trying very hard to pay attention in class. but always finding myself dozing off unknowingly. but at least i made the effort right.

i fell asleep last night when doing differentiation. cos i stupidly went to differentiate the answer. so i had to liquid the whole chunk awhile and while waiting for the liquid paper to dry, i fell asleep. i didnt even watch my 11pm show!! ):

reminder to self:
GP files
EoM first draft
ask dad about blood donation
circular motion tutorial
math tutorials(tuesday)

i woke up at 8am in the morning. practically chiong-ed out of bed to the computer table. cos i had PW meeting at 8am in the morning. who the hell set such an early timing. that person must be an idiot. *pause and think* ok that idiot WAS me. anyhow, we managed we finished what we suposed to do. and i went back to sleep at 11. woke up again at 2.45 and my dad sarcastically said "why you so early wake up? havent 3 leh.."

anyhows, had breakfast/lunch/teabreak. yes when i was eating, my dad was having his teabreak. then lazed around. watch TV, laugh loudly. (Hey! it rhymes!) then bathed and went to my grandma house. finally a home cooked meal after weeks. you dont know how sick i am of outside food already. that day clar said she likes to eat outside and i mentioned i hate outside food. and she started saying, eat home cooked food also very sian. no variety. i guess either way, theres its pros and cons.

and then, went home and started lying on the bed at 8 and gradually fell asleep. woken up by clar's call then went to sleep again. all the way until 5 this morning.

i like this feeling man. a sit back and relax day to end my 3 consecutive days of walking in town. and now, im all ready and recharged to face term 3. all the best to meeeeee!

now, i feel like puking after eating cornflakes with milk for breakfast. i had to clear the milk cs it expires by 7th July. theres still quite a bit. its free cos my sis brought home from work, like how i used to bring home ice cream. same company, you see.

i have 30 minutes left before i leave house, shall go prepare now.

today is a freaking bad day other than the fact that i met ziyu.

i know i shouldnt be online now. but some stupid guy decided to cut grass under my block now. its so distracting. so i think i should just rest for awhile even though ive been resting for 4 hours. haha! i think everybody is so jaded after the 3 papers, and we cant be bothered to study for the paper tomorrow. econs was crap. i seriously dont know how to do even though i think it wasnt very difficult. and when i was doing the paper, i told myself i have to study hard this term cos the feeling is so scary when you just stone there and dont know what to write. you know, for humans paper, you normally wont have time to think of other things. but i just keep stoning there.

chemistry was worse. i wasnt as scared as for econs paper. but i see the first question i kan chiong already. i think i left half the paper blank.

todays maths is the best. i left 76 marks blank. need i say more?

if i pass any of the paper for this common test, ill eat your shoes, thing. (but you'll have to mail it over). that just means its IMPOSSIBLE.

and for the first time during exam period, i dont have much appetite. you all know whenever im stress i just keep eating non stop. but this time, i only eat for the sake of eating cos i scared i lack of nutrients. HAHA!

tomorrow last paper and can enjoy for 4 days!! going to post celebrate my mum's birthday on either saturday/sunday. mum wants to eat Jumbo Seafood cos i occasionally mentioned about it when she came to pick me home from clarke quay on the day we went out. im going to eat veg there. ):

i couldnt sleep last night. i was hoping that the news that i heard was not true. its just too sudden. even when i was standing beside his coffin, i was secretly hoping its not him inside. hes one great teacher that one could have. now, i feel guilty. for always sleeping in his class. but its all too late to say now. hes gone. forever. for a dedicated teacher like him, this should not happen on him. but sometimes life is just so unpredictable. at least he looks peaceful. perhaps, he'll be happier in the other world.

Rest In Peace, Mr Kelvin Tan. you'll always be the teacher i respect. the poster you gave me is still on my wall. even if i cant remember anything about nazi state, i will always remember you. thanks for everything.

these pretty much sums up what ive been doing during the times my com crashed. out with clar, jac, cy and bird to gardens where we sang at K Garden and had dinner at Cartel. out with rachel, jane and zhan yee to town to shop. hockey bbq party at jerm's place. and had class bbq yesterday at joyce's house where we attempted to study beforehand but failed cos we just kept eating.

besides the times im out, im trying very hard to study but failed as well cos im either being distracted or feeling tired all the time. so im pretty sure im going to fail my mid years and dad knows it. but he says dont fail so badly. hehe.

one more week till end of hols. and i havent met up with ziyu. hellooo?!!? can you please save some time for me. i know school's been a chore for you. and that envirolympics thingy. hope it was a success event! and please take care of your health cos im sure you are gonna fall sick soon.

dad and sis say i have a bad sense of direction. cos i said beach road was near chinatown. and when i saw the road sign which points beach road to both sides at a junction, i asked how come got 2 beach road. and my dad says im stupid cos beach road is one whole stretch. ): spent some quality time together. had dinner at some fu zhou yu yuan place where dad always eat that for supper when he was young. then chilled out at Han's and had Rochor Tau Huay. YUMMY! (: im hoping that there wont be height and weight taking after school reopens. sigh. my round face shows it all.

oh and i realise there are alot of weird people nowadays.
1) was at library with sis and we left our bags on a couch in a box and left for lunch. came back and the couch was outside the box with people sitting inside the box. they think they very funny.

2) was at library with sis again. she put a cookbook which she wanted to borrow on her bag and left for lunch. came back, some childish people changed the book to a storybook. -_-

3) my asics was stolen. i feel so sad. that stupid nugget used the same trick to steal it again!! he used a stick to kope it from the inside of my gate. (the place where i put my shoes. you girls should know where). and my dad damn cute lah. he came back from work. saw the stick lying on the floor outside the gate. he immedaitely checked if he lost his shoes. (his shoes were stolen twice) he saw that his shoes werent stolen, he was damn happy and moved the stick away. -_-. went to NPP to report the next day. that stupid policeman says we ASSUMES that thief is a guy and we ASSUMED he used a stick just because the 3 times our shoes were stolen, there were sticks around. HELLO??!?! isnt it obvious? basket. i want my shoes back. ):

alrightttt im supposed to be studying now. dad is still up at this hour(2:50AM). weird. anyway HAPPY PAPA's DAY to him!! =D

i realise the expression on my face always reflects my feelings/moods. i always make no attempt to hide it. is it a good or bad thing?

PW seriously suck. its a stupid subject. wasted 2 nights thinking of a new plan. end up, my teacher accepted the previous plan which he said has no rationale behind it. stupid.

havent been sleeping well for the past few days. i lie on the bed for very long and still cant sleep. when i sleep, i keep dreaming. i dreamt of thing the other day. weird dream.

time is passing too quickly. second week, third day. havent started studying at all. and i just realised theres holiday homework.

i left my uniform in school yesterday. and my keys were in my skirt. ended up sitting outside my house before my dad came to rescue me. thanks to aida, i got back my uniform today. (aida's my vice capt)

havent met up with you girls since the start of holidays. why are you all so busy. im too lazy to go out nowadays. you can dont ask me out cos i dont like to reject people.

im so angry with myself cos i missed 3 days of bao jia wei guo. >(

hey girls. im ok lah. i blogged about that just to let you all know. cos i think you all should know. no worries man!

伍家辉 虽然我愿意
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

Leona Lewis - Yesterday
I just cant believe your gone, still waitin for mornin to come,
when i see if the sun will
Rise,in the way that your by my side, oooo where we had so much in store,
tell me what is it
All reaching for, when were through building memories il hold
yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take
the music that wel never play, all
The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday, they
Can take the future that wel never know they can take
the places that we said we will go, all
The broken dreams take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday,
heaven knows what the future
Holds, or least where the story goes, i never believed untill now,
i know il see you again im
Sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more
day one more smile on your
Face but they cant take yesterday,

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they take the music
that wel never play, all the
Broken dreams take everythin, just take it away, but they can
never have yesterday, they can
Take the future that wel never know, they can take the places
that we said we will go, all the
Broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can
never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasnt our destiny,
coz in my mind we had so much
Time, but i was so wrong, no i can believe me i can still find
the strengh in the moments we
Made im lookin back on yesterday

2 songs that touched me recently. it really makes one feel like crying.

ok im supposed to be studying. but im so addicted to online browsing. i swear i want to go to America at least once in my life. hm i suddenly remember a deal with my sis. we promised to go travelling ourselves, without our parents, once we start working and have our own income. we will scrimp and save just to go travel! and we probably wont go places so near anymore. we are considering places like Australia or even America! ok. that would probably come after my promos, my As, my driving test, my University, and if i manage to find a job after i graduate. thats. so. far. away. i think the nearer one would be to go travelling with the cuckoos afterAs! if nothing fails, we will be going to either Cambodia/Taiwan or Hong Kong! but theres always something which fails when the time comes. we'll see how then.

oh i called to donate to the Sichuan Earthquake Relief Fund yesterday. $50. please dont say im crazy. i just feel that action speaks louder than words. as a student, i cant help much. i cant possibly go there and help take care of those kids. so the most direct way to help is to donate. people, please help to donate if you can! even a small amount will do!

i remember Ruihong asking me if my english name has any meaning. so i asked my dad yesterday. he said theres no meaning to it. i asked who thought of my name. he said he did. and he said he originally wanted to name me Charlene. but he say he scared later i become sha sha (dumb dumb) so he called me Shirlynn instead. -_- then i asked why he named my sis Shermeen. not scared she beccome very mean meh? he said, "hai. maybe its fated that she will be mean lor." HAHA. did i tell you guys before that my name has double 'n' because my sis's name has 8 letters so mine must have 8 letters too? yeah thats what my dad said. so altogether, my full name has 5 'n's (according to thing).

then i asked my dad who gave him his english name. he said he chose himself. so i asked him why he chose Jason. he said, "cos i know i very jie shen." HAHAHAHA. we practically burst out laughing in the car. for people who dont know, my dad is a guy who will scrimp and save. but that doesnt mean he's niao or kiam. he scrimp and save on himself but he spend the money on us! he will never hesitate to spend money on us.

i shall continue online browsing now. and i swear i will go study later!!

im now at the national library waiting for ziyu who is late. AGAIN. i shall forgive her since im in a good mood today cos..

MANCHESTER UNITED ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF CHAMPIONS LEAGUE 2008!!!

ok i was damn high this morning when watching the match. when ronaldo scored the first goal, me and my sis were like "YES YES YES!" but still, i told her not to be happy since it was only 20 plus minutes. and then i was right. lampard scored at the 45th minute. then the game continued with a tie even till the 90th minute. the game extended to extra time and penalty shoot out. damn freaking scary!! almost had heart attack lah! edwin van der sar is the hero! he saved the last shot against anelka! me and my sis literally shout and jump and punch fists into the air! HAHA! damn happy for them! ok i felt abit sad for terry though. he must have felt that he let the team down. since his shot was the crucial one. ah well. the whole game was great. though i still cannot think of why must bloody drogba slap vidic. the whole game was very fast paced. both teams could not keep their cool. many yellow cards and one red card was given. quite scary man. and there was blood everywhere. you could imagine how the atmosphere was like.

nani and anderson were damn cute lah. they were dancing around after the game. oh oh. watching soccer with my sis is like damn funny. she gives funny comments like "waliao tevez! why your like so short?!" and "roll..roll. continue rolling!" (i think it was drogba who fell and was rolling on the field) HAHA!

and i asked lao lything to wear red. she said shes gonna wear green instead since van der sar was the hero. HAHA! i didnt wear red. too fat to fit into my red top. i wore red earrings, carried red bag and brought a red jacket along! i didnt wear my stop-functioning-but-red-watch today! it feels quite retarded. hahaha. maybe i should be green tomorrow. aiya! if only i were still in zhonghua!

i blog for so long already. ziyu is still not here. i dont feel like studying...oh i didnt say why im not in school today. cos i got no chinese paper today!! ok but theres GP tomorrow then its holidays!!! oh yeah, going shopping with cuckoos on sunday! yeah. half my pay is spent on my new specs (damn expensive! $180!!!), so i still have half of it left for shopping!! GSS HERE WE COME!! =D

ziyu* says:
I AM DAMN HUNGRY!
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
ME TOO! even though i just ate cake from cafe cartel. hahahha.
ziyu* says:
=(
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
hahaha. your house no food meh?
ziyu* says:
have
ziyu* says:
a lot
ziyu* says:
i very lazy
ziyu* says:
:x
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
hahaha. eat also lazy!
ziyu* says:
not lazy to eat
ziyu* says:
lazy to cook
ziyu* says:
hahaha
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
hahaha.
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
you'll die of hunger next time.
ziyu* says:
hahaha
ziyu* says:
wont la
ziyu* says:
i will be a rich taita
ziyu* says:
taitai*
ziyu* says:
will have pple cooking a lot for me
ziyu* says:
then i each plate take a bite
ziyu* says:
then dun want eat le
ziyu* says:
everyday got ten course meal to eat
ziyu* says:
will be too full to die of hunger
ziyu* says:
hahaha
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
haha. er.. its good to dream big. hahhaha.
ziyu* says:
yeah!
ziyu* says:
you shall dream of geeting half ur husband's money
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
hahaha.
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
no no, it'll be best if we stay married and in love. then i have ALL his money. haha
ziyu* says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
ziyu* says:
wth!!
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
JOKING LA. hahahha. i want a guy who loves me more than a guy who is rich okay!
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
but is best if he loves me AND he's rich la.
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
hahahha.
ziyu* says:
of course
ziyu* says:
that is everyones dream
ziyu* says:
best if he is handsome tall dark right?
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
no no. i dont like dark guys. tall and handsome and rich can alr. hahahhha.
ziyu* says:
you think very easy find ah!
ziyu* says:
LOL
ziyu* says:
still want specific quality
ziyu* says:
should save this convo down
ziyu* says:
ten years down the road
ziyu* says:
see how our husband look like
ziyu* says:
hahaha
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
haha. maybe we'll be old hags who cant get married. hahhaa.
ziyu* says:
well
ziyu* says:
lets hope not
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
haha. i dont want. i want to get married!
ziyu* says:
and if we are really old hags
ziyu* says:
we will be there for each other
ziyu* says:
=)
shakespeare ni sasagu : thus, with a kiss, I die. says:
haha. yeah. im here for you! haha.



I thought we were talking about food? How did it become our future husband? Thats how random we get. And why am i blogging this chunk of nonsense out?
Oh ya! because of this

ziyu* says:
should save this convo down

THE WEATHER IS DAMN BLOODY HOT ITS KILLING ME. its like i walked out of my room and i can feel hot air gushing towards me. and im perspiring now even though the fan is blowing full blast at me. RAHHH.

today was mr kung's last lesson with us. he showed us a joke. theres a guy who went to the police station to make a loss report on his bicycle.
A: May i know whats your name?
B: Batman.
A: What?
B: Batman. B-A-T-M-A-N. Batman.
A: err whats your surname then?
B: Suparman.
A: WHAT?!

turns out that the person is called Batman Bin Suparman. HAHA. its real. he even showed us the IC. and he was saying that maybe next time his son will be called Spiderman Bin Batman. HAHA!

i feel like a bad girl.

my papa 是 cute 的 lor.

yesterday, on our way back from NTUC. the radio was playing cao ge's song. so i asked him to guess who the singer is. he said guo fe cheng. -____-
after awhile, he asked me to cut watermelon for him when we reach home. so i said, "if you can guess who the singer is, then i cut for you. you got 3 tries." but he refuse to guess. end up cutting watermelon himself.

today, when i was still sleeping, he sent me an sms. "it's jolin". then i was like huh? what it's jolin? am i dreaming? so i asked him. he said "yesterday you asked me to guess the singer. it's jolin." then i replied, "huh?! are you crazy?! yesterday that singer was a guy and you guess it's jolin?!?!?!?!" then he replied, "oh is it."

-END OF STORY-

im going to meet the girls to study later, at subway. ziyu's sister refuse to let her bring the laptop out. so i think she will sit there and disturb us again. HAHA.

ziyu*

Lything send this to me
















because she claims that in case i miss her, i need to see her photo. so i was thinking in case you all miss her too, you all can see her photo. although this is already on her blog la. but she say i have the benefit of seeing it in my com even without internet connection and others have to go to her blog to see it. so i guess i should send this photo to you guys too, so you all can benefit also. remind me to send it to you all okie? or you all can just save from the blog. =)

HAHAHA. im damn high now cos i tricked so many people. damn shiok! is all because of ziyu lah! and sorry thing! i didnt mean to let you see it! you had lots of my cute photos in return anyway! and one of my dad's

anyway, my PW group were pissed just now cos mr chia sent an email telling us to change our GPP cos alot people doing the same topic as us. KNS. we were like so angry and we keep telling each other to chill and go eat ice cream cos we just met up today to edit the GPP!! anyway thanks bryan and leon for the hershey's pie! =D

ok im still very high now. OH! my class has this family tree thingy! we came up with it on friday when we went for class lunch at some coffee shop opposite school. i wanted to tell thing the whole thing just now on MSN lah. but she dont want to know. ): hahaha. anyway, yeah we have this family tree thingy which consists of the whole class! our family name is kung, cos my form teacher is mr kung. haha. and the names that may came up with are damn funny! theres kang kung, king kung, hong kung, mai kung, kung ba(8) bao, kung jiu(9) bao, kung shi(10)bao, due bei kung, xiao bei kung etc. i was laughing damn hard during and after math make up cos it was seriously damn funny lah! i have a twin sister! who is chrystal and a gay korkor, ruihong! and mummy may!! =D hahaha. damn cool. i love my class! (:

ok i shall start doing my math tutorial now and hopefully i can stay up till 8 to go breakfast with my dad! my sis and mum are going to bring back one box of mangoes on monday! haha! excited. =D

i think im so used to blogging at such timings. quiet nights leave me some time to think about the day, things that i've done, what's right what's wrong etc.

i want to apologize to my PW mates. if any of you are reading this. sorry for not wanting to speak during meeting today. i wasn't exactly in a good mood. i was afraid i would flare up. so i chose not to speak. anyway, we have lots more to work on. so lets work hard alright.

im looking forward to the weekend. long weekend. i need to catch up on my school work. bahhh im going to sleep now.

i wanted to blog about something. but i dont know how to phrase it properly. i keep backspacing. well. time to do chemistry tutorial.

i failed physics test. very badly. i swear im going to camp at the CC everyday during holidays. MUG.

i feel so sad now. i cant do physics. ):

seriously, i dont think im spending enough time on studying. why they say aj is a mugger school? can somebody please influence me to study?! i feel so guilty not doing math tutorials and using mr lau's period to do other homework instead. he finish going through standard curves already but i havent started doing ONE question.

i screwed up my Chemistry SPA damn badly. please stop asking me about it. i did the whole of econs 8 marks question wrongly. i feel damn depressed.

on a lighter note, i went to meet the supposedly "The Usuals" for dinner yesterday. but only. hmm. ziyu youwen lynette junyang eric aslam and me turned up. i havent seen shawn and eugene for ages! we ate at Pepper Lunch and started talking crap.

ok actually i feel quite mundane narrating the whole thing out again. cos my main purpose is to update thing on our lives. but i can talk to her online. ok my brain is not working well now. i should stop blogging.


at Pizza Hut with class and What Happens in Vegas thereafter at AMK Hub. (:

stupid itchy hands make me all emo again.




im not tired and i want to complete GPP by today. but non of my group members are online now. duh. its 2.48AM.

school is alright this week! ive been sleeping alot lately! and falling asleep less often in school. which i suppose is a good thing. anyway, school has been fun!

yesterday, after PW, i stayed in class to study econs. ok i tried to. but failed in the end. cos of my very lame classmates! first, jinghui came to talk to me. then chrystal joined in the conversation. so i asked chrystal why she stay back. and she say shes staying back to do compre. which is an overdue homework. and she just happily sat down and talk to us with no sense of urgency at all! haha. then after that may came to join us. so i tried to study while they tried to do their compre. then stupid serkiat started disturbing and irritating us. with his voice and racket. then he was so bored he wanted to prank call people! so we prank called mr kung! (MY FORM TEACHER!) lol. then the first time failed cos we couldnt stop laughing! then the second time, mr kung didnt pick up. we reckoned he was scared! haha. so we decided to call one last time.
may: hello. did you put up an ad on ebay?
mrkung: sorry? an ad on ebay?
may: yah. you said you want to sell pink polka dot barney socks.
mr kung: pink polka dot barney socks?
may: yeah and im interested.
mr kung: did you by any chance..call may?"
*there was already some uncontrolled laughter at the background*
may: err no. but is your number 9*******?
mr kung: very funny. very funny ah. sorry may. but i have a ton of things to do.

then all of us burst out laughing.

then we prank called leon and serkiat's maid(dont ask me why his maid). and i swear their conversation was super funny! too bad i didnt record it.

ahh then after all the prank calling, may was like blaming serkiat for disturbing her and she said "see lah. stop disturbing me can. you broke my train of thoughts. now i have to wait for another 5 minutes for the next train to come." -_-. i swear may is damn funny. shes damn lame and shes expressionless when she talks about those lame stuff! i quote mr kung "my class leaders are damn lame". hahaha. ok so after all that fun, it was already 5. so i went to J8 to meet jeryl and youwen to study. then met my dad for dinner. blah blah blah study econs test. sleep. wake up. study. sleep. go school.

then today, had 5 items test. which sucked alot. then had math tutorial. which i conveniently used it to study for econs test. everyone wasnt paying attention in class! serkiat was like burp-ing throughout the whole lesson. damn gross lah. then bryan was damn funny when he went up to the board to do the question.

ok then had econs test. which was a killer test. i felt like its more of a geog test. i think im going to flunk it.

then had math lecture. and stupid me forgot to bring my notes. and i wasnt tired. so serkiat suggested playing bingo. so we played 2 rounds of bingo. then edmund started passing around a piece of paper. talking about this guy and girl in our class. we always make fun of them. then they so happen to be sitting together. ok im too lazy to elaborate. and to protect the privacy of parties involved, i better not say it here. haha. anyway math lecture was like damn fun, i was laughing throughout!

then had lunch with rachel, xinyi, may and chrystal. started talking crap, as usual. then i went to visit my grandma. on the way to MRT, saw rachel and zhanyee. so we started talking crap on the train again. zhanyee says i dont have Zhonghua look. he asked where i stay and i refused to say. he was talking to me but i thought he was talking to rachel so i gave funny faces. i bet he thinks i hate him. HAHA. so went to my grandma house. listen to her talk. went to sleep. woke up. ate dinner. listen to more lecturing which made me kind of bu shuang. then went home. and on the way, dad messaged me and said he bought something i like to eat. then i keep guessing. but all my answers were wrong. end up, he didnt buy the food for me. it was from his colleagues. so he misled me. and he was being childish. when i reached home and opened the door. he tried to act like a flasher. -_-"

anyway, on wednesday, our school had a field trip to Basic Military Training Centre(BMTC). then on the bus to changi, where we had to take a ferry to Tekong, we started crapping with mr kung. and i bet he thinks our class is weird. so we filled him in with so much info that he missed out on. anyway Tekong is like damn nice! like chalet lah! and the army boys look so cute when they are training lah! hahaha. like same hairstyle. same pattern one. got to know more about BMTC. kind of expanded my knowledge. haha!

ok nothing much else worth mentioning. im kind of looking forward to sunday! there'll be dinner at my aunt's house. i want to see her new dog! Rusty died some time ago ): my uncle's mum will be there too. its supposed to be a mother's day dinner. i dont have much feeling about mother's day anyway. so ill just go there and EAT.

i shall go do my GPP now. theres PW meeting tomorrow. ):

This post is all about my complains la. So you all can totally ignore it.

I can't wait for my holidays to come! I am dying with the assignments, two down but there is still two going on. I sleep like less than 3 hours a day la! Assignments are taking away my life man. You know what my class do everyday? After lessons, go eat lunch, go library at 7th floor then chiong assignments. So i think like after 3 years, i will only know how the canteen and the 7th floor at the library look like. Well, i quote junyang " WELCOME TO POLY!"

I think i am so qian bian la. As if i don't have enough things to do, i think i am joining CCA. :x

Well,I should look on the bright side =)

1. At least i have no exams.
2. I have fun-loving friends.
3. My class is very united!
4. HOLIDAYS ARE COMING! AFTER NEXT WEEK!

oh ya. I heard a wonderful news from my juniors ( errr. juniors in my school are actually year 2s and seniors are year 3s. year 1s are called FRESHIES) the module i am doing which is VM is the easiest module. So i can totally prepare to die! Guess what? Next block got ComDI and all the freshies say that module is killer!

You girls must jiayou also! I know school is killing all of us.

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! =)

when one fails to listen, the relationship fails.

finally this week is over. luckily theres not much homework this weekend. finally can rest! =D and im quite shock theres no econs homework this weekend, considering the fact that my teacher is the HOD.

anyway, we had the 2.4 run yesterday. WALIAO THE WEATHER WAS DAMN BLOODY HOT, IT WAS KILLING ME! my face was damn red after the run.the timing was ok. faster than my own self-run timing on thursday. BUT I STOPPED AND WALKED 2 TIMES. waliao damn angry with myself. its like, i told myself, if i stop im a pig. then the next second i realise, wah cannot really damn tired. and i stopped. 2 times somemore lah!!! and my dad said i got big improvement when i went jogging with him on thursday. cos normally i cant even finish running 1.2. HAHAHA. and after the run yesterday, i messaged him my timing. and he said "run more with me, next time get A." HAHA.

i dont know why but i was damn tired yesterday. went to novena with clar before AJ Idol and i almost fell asleep in Charles and Keith when she was asking the salesperson to check for her which outlet got the heels she want. and i fell asleep while the 2007 rock band category champion were performing. their performance was nice. but i dont know why i slept. plus nod somemore. waliao. maybe their "Lips of An Angel" can be used as a lulluby(is that how you spell it?) next time. but AJ Idol was nice. the winner deserved the win. her singing was damn nice. stupid me forgot to bring camera. so no pics and videos. ): yeah, then went home after that i literally drop dead on the bed. and then i woke up this morning to realise thing was online last night! ): AHHH please come online again either tonight or tomorrow k!

today i intend to slack at home! and maybe go town earlier to shop. im too deprived of shopping and i cant wait for GSS when my whole class is going shopping together!! EXCITED =D and today is most probably the last day of work!! ((:

clarissa just told me PI is only worth 3 pathetic percent. theres only a word in my mind now. F**K.

im happy today cos i just received thing's email! you dont know how much i miss her. i used to see her everyday in school. have meals together and study together. and of cos, do stupid things together. i spend more time with her(and cuckoos) than with my family. i miss you, lao2! (: glad that you are doing fine over there. (:

yesterday, i stayed in class to do homework after PW while waiting for jeryl. then we went to ziyu's house. while i slept and ate. then we went to hougang gym. i dont like hougang gym! so damn crowded! then when jeryl was trying out one machine, she keeping laughing and laughing. not realising that there were one row of guys standing behind her, looking. haha! so damn super embarrassing! and she dropped the weights, and there was a damn loud bang! my god super embarrassing lah. and when i was running on the treadmill, my pants almost dropped. HAHAHAHHA. then i keep pulling and pulling cos i wanted to finish 2.4 before stopping. then actually we did quite little stuff there, cos its just too crowded. then we went to bathe, making alot alot of noise in the toilet. as if the whole toilet is ours. then when i came out, i realise theres someone in the toilet. and she stayed there for quite long. so she heard all of our cuckoo conversation!

then we dapao-ed to ziyu's house to eat, while watching tv. then i tried to do my Mathematical Induction tutorial but i fell asleep(and drooled). =x HAHAHA. then they went for their meeting while i went home. i bathed and wanted to take a short nap but i slept till this morning! my stupid alarm didnt ring! (hmm, i think it did ring. but i was too tired so i didnt hear it cos i stayed till 4.30am on the previous day to watch the man u vs barca match. ended up with a draw. waste my time.) then i was so scared cos i didnt do my econs homework and my teacher is the HOD. luckily its due by 5pm.

anyway, yesterday's GP lesson was damn funny. bryan(GP rep) was being lame the whole lesson, making the whole class laugh like mad. there was a word "alienation" in the passage. so my teacher asked what is it to us. then bryan said its a nation with alot of aliens. -_-" then some how he talked about revolution. so my teacher asked what is it to us. then some people said making changes, uprising etc. and bryan said matrix revolution. -_-" mr kung almost wanted to throw the packet of sweets on the table at him. then mr kung said "say louder"(cos some of us didnt hear it) and bryan said "louder". haha. it was damn funny! then stupid leon called me to answer mr kung's question just because he saw my head popping up from the back of the computer. then the class laughed at me and my "my mind is blank" again. end up i didnt answer mr kung's question. haha!

and bryan says girls shouldnt say GG or good game. WHY?!

im feeling guilty for not accompanying my dad nowadays. ):

theres lots to do this weekend. i failed my summation test. but scored one more mark than expected. i got 2/15. =/ i dont know how im going to cope with the common tests next week. DIE.

JC life is too fast-paced. i cant catch up. howwww. ):

its been 2 months and i havent settle down. common test is starting next week and i havent start studying abit. i only got 50% for APGP test. i want to cryyyyy.

many random thoughts on my mind, but i guess all are better left unsaid. some things are better if i keep them to myself right?

i want to catch a movie, sit down and CHILL.

i hope theres nothing on on 29th April cos its Ben a& Jerry's Free Cone Day! YAYYYY =D

gym and mugging session tomorrow with Ziyu, Jeryl and Youwen!

Well. I am suppose to blog after i get the photos for camp. BUT i am very lazy to blog it all out. So i shall show you guys the seniors had taken throughout the camp. I think some are not uploaded yet.

http://www.get-me.to/evolution


Actually i don't know where to start. I don't know how to go about blogging for the camp. I think is easier if i tell you guys face to face.

1. We had the soccer game thingy where our hands are tied to some bamboo and we play soccer. It is like those in the Adidas shop. But real human beings are playing. IS FUN!
2. My director is a very humourous guy!
3. I think what my seniors say is true, design school like kana outcasted.

I don't know what else to say le la! Meet up with you guys soon! =)

some people should really be contented with what they have. and cherish them. and stop complaining when they've never even thought of how fortunate they are.

i meet weird people while working. people who will say "AI SI NI LE!" to me, just because i gave them more ice cream. people who will literally jump and say yay! when i give them ice cream.(they are NOT kids)

i miss those days with cuckoos. ):

i slept for 15 hours. SHIOK.

went for json's house on thursday for steamboat. tuition gathering! it was fun! i so miss json! the way he talk and the way he suan people. haha! i only reached home at 11 plus on that day and i had econs homework plus APGP test. so i only slept at 1 plus. tried to wake up at 4. failed. tried to wake up at 5. failed. i even asked jeryl to call me. but i couldnt wake up. then as usual, i kan chiong. cos i havent finish studying for my test! then at first when i was doing the test, i blanked out. then by the end of the test, one question not solved. but i think i got the other 2 right. so hopefully ill pass.

anyway, that day when my class was having GP lesson, the HOD of english department came in to observe. then my teacher ask me to answer a question. and it was the first period of the day and obviously i wasnt awake yet. and at that time, my mind was TOTALLY BLANK. then i was like shit. then i just gave some stupid answers which i dont even know why i said that. then he ask me to elaborate. then my mind was BLANK again. then i said, "err, im not thinking!". then he look at me. smile smile. then i tried to think, but cant think! so i said,"sorry my brain is not working" and i started hitting my head. then he laughed and said,"are you ok today, shirlynn? dont scare me leh." waliao damn paiseh. then he asked my friend to answer. HAHA.

went to eat Swensens with clar yesterday after school. been long since i last had a good talk with her. the session was great. too bad i was too tired. so i was like stoning at times.

i shall start studying now. lots to do this weekend! and theres work tonight.

ZIYU! update about your orientation ok!

I DON'T LIKE TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD.

yesterday was both bad and good. the only good thing that happened was man u won arsenal.

met ziyu after school today. we ate like theres no tomorrow. it was very sweet of her to buy me a small gift to cheer me up. thanks alot! hope you will enjoy your upcoming camp yeah! and i will hear your camp stories again the next time i see you. (:

OH MAN! THE CAMP IS DAMN NICE!!
i want to upload about it but i don't know where to start!!! i shall tell you all the next time i see you all! =)


`youwen is damn irritated by me because i keep talking about TP! :x

why is everyone walking so carefree-ly around me. i feel so deprived. i want to have the time to walk aimlessly too. PI is killing meeeee. i want to scream. ): and it doesnt help when i decided to be adventerous and bought Black Forest instead of the usual Belgian Chocolate. it sucks. )):

today my sis drove us to Casuarina for prata! =D first time sitting in the car she drive. feel damn proud of her man. well, ive never mentioned how i always feel proud of her. since young, shes has always been the smart one in the family. always beating me in games and studies. she always get first in class in school and got 264 for PSLE, where she proceeded to Nanyang Girls' High School. then she got 8 points for O levels and went to Hwa Chong Institution.

she also got scholarship from Wong Kan Seng before. played in many badminton tournaments. set high scores for games, etc. and then she got 4 As for A levels and is now studying Accountancy in NTU. how can i not be proud of a sister like that? she picks up things fast. her brain works fast. she can solve maths questions fast. because of her, ive set high expectations for myself. but thats what makes me want to do even better.

ok thats like so random. but i just wanna say, i feel proud of my sister! ok im off to do PW now. ):

P.S. see how short my sister is. she needs a cushion to make her higher so she can drive! HAHA.