first day im home early this week. feels so good. im gonna take a nap soon.

monday had training till 7 plus then went to watch video. the j1s are starting training already which is good for them. we only had proper training around april last year!! tuesday went to thing's house to eat. then sent her off at the airport. reached home at 10 plus. the bus i took almost knocked a car! scary. yesterday will probably be the most happening day for this week.

had friendly at NTU with PJ, which only started at around 6.40. first 20 minutes was like shit. PJ scored the first goal within 5 minutes and all of us was shocked. the ball ROLLED in and the rest just stood there to watch. i was stunned. i didnt know what the defenders and goalie were doing. the next moment i know. the PJ girls was screaming. my heart sank. i was so sad i felt like i can cry any moment. the rest of the 20 minutes was equally bad. we didnt play well at all. probably because of the new formation which we didnt try before. break after 20 minutes was bad. saiful was frustrated. everyone else was. and im just pissed with myself.

second 20 minutes was much better. i could feel the passion and the drive of the team, wanting to win. good thing, we scored a goal within 5 minutes. we didnt get complacent. we continue to work harder. i could see it. the team's passion. and everyone was putting in their best. even the goalie, whos a j1 and didnt have proper goalie training before the match. she did a wonderful job. totally. we were all impressed. then came a short corner for PJ at the third 20 minutes. then i saw the ball flew. into the net. my heart sank once again. my tears was about to roll out. the PG girls was jumping and screaming again. then saiful said it wasnt counted cos the ball didnt hit the board. you dont know how relieved i felt.

this is properly one of the best match ive played. not in terms of how we played. but the spirit. the game was much faster than the other friendly. there were hardly any substituition. all was tired. but we continued to run after every ball. thats something really worth to be happy and proud of my team. i believe we can make it for Adivs if we continue to work hard. and Adivs is just a month away.

have been lagging very much behind for school work. gonna stay in school to mug tomorrow. and saturday and sunday to make up for it. damn. thats a really pathetic j2 life.

alright im going for a short nap. thing, send us the photos soon once youre free! and good luck for your first year at uni. (:

i am so irritated with myself! i lost my sister's new camera's battery!

my sister told me 'you are damn amazing! i don't know how on earth you can lose a battery?!"

the whole incident is damn weird. i brought the camera to school to take pictures of my work( i using clay to make lamp) so i can do my journal. After working on my clay work, i ask hongkwang (my classmate) to take pictures for me because my hand is damn dirty, then after taking photos, he put it into my bag for me and it was already 11pm, so i pack my bag and went home. After i reached home, i was damn freaking tired so i just went to bed after i bathe. The next morning i overslept, so i bathe, took my bag and run out of the house. The next day after i finish my morning class, i took my bag and went to have lunch. After lunch i went for afternoon class and i ask veron( my classmate) to help me take picture of my completed piece. But when she took my camera she ask me why it is so light and that is when i realise the battery is gone!

my bag was with me all the time if not i will ask my friends to help me look after my bag. CANNOT BE I DROP THE BATTERY RIGHT?! i put the camera into a leather case and i scared i dirty the leather case i still put it inside a pouch. SO how on earth can i drop it? CANNOT BE I NEVER BRING THE BATTERY OUT RIGHT? hongkwang help me take pictures the day before leh! IF i never bring out then how to take pictures?! SO where on earth can the battery be?

If someone stole it, why don't they steal the whole camera? I mean like you take the effort to take out from my bag then take it out from the pouch then pull out from the leather case and open the camera to steal the battery, why not just steal the camera and chances of you getting caught is lower what!

i am damn irritated. Can someone please solve the mystery of the missing camera battery?

p.s: the bloody battery cost 80-90 bucks and i need to get a new battery. =(

today was a very RAHHHH day. i bet cos my period's coming and feel very frustrated. especially when theres physics spa today!! suckssss. did NAPFA today. but didnt do 2.4. sucks sucks sucks. the rest of the team did well for 2.4! all A!! damn proud of them man. didnt have training after that. im so tired to study for maths test tomorrow.

anyway im supposed to start diet again today. but its so hard! i always eat dinner at 9 plus when theres training. how to not get fat?! ive decided not to eat rice on days without training. today i ate alot!! and im going to cut down on sweet drinks. ok i can do it!!!

ruihong's birthday

argh im so slack. supposed to be studying but i feel so tired despite the 3 hours nap in the afternoon.

went to crash the j1s orientation yesterday and i totally cant stand the councillors. they are like so rigid and inflexible. made the orientation so damn boring and most of the time we were just zi high-ing. but my junior class won best og!! now my throat hurts for screaming too much yesterday.

watched the louis koo show yesterday also. so not nice and fell asleep halfway. didnt get to eat prata/frog yesterday. ))): 3 months never eat frog already!!!!

gonna eat prata when thing comes back!!! (((: 1 more week! (((:

I am enjoying this block of my school. We are doing fun stuff, but maybe is not towards end of the blog yet. Thats why i am enjoying.

no photos of me. because nobody have clean hands when we are playing with clay. We goona make lamp with clay next week! morning class is digtal drafting, still quite fun at the moment. =)

I couldn't find my camera charger for almost a month now. Therefore I had to resort to using my lousy 2 and a half year-old, 2.0 mega pixel phone camera to take these pictures:



Okay my phone camera is only good for taking human pictures. Cos it's so blurry.



See? You can hardly even make out the pimple on my face.

By the way I bought a Motorola V8 Luxury. It's in gold and black and it looks DAMNNN nice. Except the battery life sucks.

Oh yeah Ziyu, I only stopping by for 4 days, I can't do 101 things! But it's okay, it's the company that counts hahahaha. (:

Okay the end.

CNY

hello! some events are long overdue.

i went to indonesia for two days, just one week before cny. my mum was being damn random. she just came home after work and told me "i book tickets to go indonesia to bai bai then we can go eat seafood and buy some new year goodies."












The temple is not completed yet, they are still getting donations for the temple. The volunteers of the temple are from singapore and they are a bunch of very nice and sincere volunteers. =) Anyway, no pictures of me during the trip because i look fat and most of the time i am the one taking photos.

This year nian san shi was quite different. I went to malaysia for reunion dinner! My uncle's house renovation is done! I love his place, is damn pretty! He is damn exaggeratting, his toilet got is as big as my room and have air-con. 0.o Actually i do wonder why toilet need air-con, but i still think is quite cool. His toilet got jacuzzi la! His house is like what i build for my characters in The Sims other than the fact that his is real and mine is not! =(

My uncle buy fireworks for cny. Seriously, can totally feel the cny atmosphere over there! Is damn cool, the whole street like filled with fireworks! Is like national day and fireworks festival! I didn't have the guts to light the fireworks, because i am suppose to climb up a ladder and light it then after i light it i have to run down from the ladder. I keep imagining my hands being blow up by the fireworks if my reaction is too slow. -__-
















My cousin (indian mix chinese) damn cute in the chinese costume!












We are waiting for them to light the fireworks. =)
















The video is with my brother.

Then our auntie told us we should go up to the second storey to view the fireworks. Is prettier up there because on the second storey, part of the ceiling is made of glass (or is it call sky window?) and is not so noisy plus there is air-con. =)

31st January - Steamboat dinner













I think we got the cutest friends!














Gaying around as usual!













Jeryl: If you see this picture, i am sorry and i still love you okie. =)


They are always damn random!
E: Where you buy your shirt?
A: Online
J: Eh. I want buy leh, but don't know can wear not. I want try.
A: Okie.
*start taking out shirt and trying the shirt*
E: HUH?! NOW?!
J: You don't mind right?
Z: Ya. Nvm.
A: How?
J: Just nice.
LOL! i swear our friends are damn cute!

HEY GIRLS! HAPPY CNY!! I LOVE YOU ALL! =)

LYTHING: START LISTING OUT THE 101 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU ARE BACK IN SINGAPORE! =)

my typical day involves rushing to school just to make it on time for assembly. perspire like mad during assembly. lectures, breaks, tutorials. occasionally seeing hockers around, laugh laugh with them. go back class, laugh laugh with them. fall asleep during lectures and tutorials. after school, do work in canteen. stress go D hit balls. laugh laugh with hockers again, go back canteen do work. its almost like a routine already but im loving it. (:

but, it kind of sucks when i cant run. my shin have been giving me problems and even coach dont know whats wrong with it. was supposed to go see the doc today but decided to go next week instead cos my friends said polyclinic will be crowded today. i always feel like crap when i cant run with my team mates. i seriously hope nothing is serious or else i wont be able to take my napfa (not like i really want to).

had lou hei yesterday with hockers! very fun and cool though the guys were like shy(or maybe act shy). so we wished for top in Adivs and hopefully it will come true lah huh.




my coach was especially dashing on wednesday cos he went for an interview. so we forced him to take photo with us.


HOCKEY = LOVEEEEE

oh man im super full. had reunion dinner at grandma's place. had a little prayer before dinner to remember grandpa and to thank God for blessing our family so that we are able to have this reunion dinner. didnt have lou hei. ):

im super full but couldnt resist the prawn rolls so i immediately opened up when i reached home. and its half gone by now. did i mention i can have nothing for new year but i MUST have prawn rolls? my mum used to make prawn rolls when we were young. cos there was still the maid around to roll and fry and clear up. and homemade prawn rolls are the best man.

i think i will have problem fitting into the new year clothes tomorrow.

I'm here to update you guys on my life too. Shir has been updating us, I feel it's unfair to her lor hahah. So here goes.

My younger sis are back in Cambo for CNY and we've been helping my mum with CNY decoration. I made my mum bought mei hua/plumb blossom (not sure if that's what they're called) so it feels more CNY-ish. CNY without it is like Xmas without.... Santa Claus. Okay bad example. Anyway now my house is starting to turn red, got the atmosphere you know. Take photos show you guys soon.

So as I've told Shir Lyly & I have been singing karaoke with my mum nowadays. Yes my dears i do sing cos my mum sounds more horrible than me, so that's okay hahaha. It's quite fun lah except all the songs like so old and we always sing them and it annoys the shit out of Lyna.

Oh yeah I've booked my tickets already, i'm stopping by Sg on 21st, prob leaving for Sydney on 24, 25th. I'm thinking of extending the stay though. So please make time ah you guys. I know ziyu is very busy, don't stressed yourself out too much! Youwen, you also. Shir, you, I don't care lah, you always got time to talk crap with me online. Haha.

I've got to get used to the 3 months of holiday from this year on. My sis and I practically turn the whole Phnom Penh up-side-down and in-side-out, looking for places to shop. Apparently, not many. I hope we wont run out of places to.

Okay this post is long enough. Update again soon!

p/s shir i got ur mail, i'll help you look around.

cny celebration was boring and the school is weird to make us sit vertically as a class. my class lou hei and created a total mess cos quoted from someone, "shouldnt lao yu sheng be an upward process? how come it seems like an outward process to me." yeah you get the idea. we had the veg all over our hands and hair and my bag. tsktsktsk. the whole bench was filled with crackers, radish, plum sauce and whatever nots. the floor too. nonetheless it was quite nice but it was weird cos my PD tutor, who is also my GP teacher, said those blessings in english. -__-. but it was interesting cos first time got people say "top in ADIVS", "chelsea/arsenal/MAN U top the table" lol. cleared up after that and had GP lesson.

OH AND RUIHONG IS BACK!!! but poor him is still in pain and i think he cant carry heavy stuff with his left hand. and my PD tutor damn good. gave him chicken essence!! and my class leader went to buy a spongebob to welcome him back!!



went to bugis with jeryl and youwen after school. damn bloody frustrated cos ITS SO DAMN CROWDED AND WE CAN HARDLY MOVE AND WALK IN A STRAIGHT LINE IN BUGIS STREET. so many smokers and damn stuffy. and what makes me even mad-er was i saw the skirts that i bought yesterday for 15$ but i bought for 27$. #$%(&*^%$@. and when i was looking at the quality, thinking that maybe the ones i bought have better quality, some customer asked the shop owner how much are the skirts. and the shop owner said "十五. Far East 买三十" waliao my expression immediately changed and we walked away. i bought 2 somemore leh!!!!!!!!!!!!! wasted 20 bucks lah!!!! ok chill. nevermind. at least i paid for the air con and good service. !@#$%(%$

after braving through the crowd, jeryl got her back pack which i wanted too but due to many reasons, didnt get it in the end. went to J.CO to rest cos our legs were breaking.


and why is it so hard to find cheap and good tanks!!! >(

cny don't feel like cny at all. my family haven't even put up all the decorations and new year goodies are quite pathetic compared to the past few years.

stupid assignments are piling up like there is no tomorrow. i suspect i need to do assignments during cny if not i won't be able to finish it on time. i remember my director telling us that we don't have a life. but i didn't expect it to be so no life to the extent that my cny have to be spend like that. i havent even buy my cny clothes. probably i will just find something from my wardrobe that i havent wear before. i feel damn pathetic. =(

im damn tired but i still feel like blogging.

i love hockey girls cos they make my school life so much more bearable.
they make trainings fun.
they are always so high and they make me laugh from the bottom of my heart. (and with absolutely no image at all too)
they always make my day. (:

dinner yesterday with ziyu and jeryl. cant wait for 31st!!!! sorry ziyu i cant help you prepare but ill go down ASAP to eat the food. HAHA!

hockey is addictive. im actually looking forward to every training now other than all the runnings. and when we hockey girls study, and get bored or get so frustrated, we'll just go to the track to hit the balls. and its damn shiok!

HOCKEY HOCKEY HOCKEY. WORK HARD AND WE'LL BE ABLE TO GO FAR IN A'DIVS! GO TEAM AJ!!!!

hey girls! stupid blogger don't let me upload my sister's wedding video.
so i uploaded it on facebook. =)

first week of school was already torturous. very tiring with school and trainings. i come home everyday at 8 plus. by the time i bathe and eat dinner, its already 9. then i always fall asleep when watching the 9o'clock show. i need to put in more effort to keep myself awake to do work. and i think i should just sleep lesser because even if i sleep early, i will still fall asleep in school.

today had training at Delta again. my shin started to hurt during the 3rd set of intervals. couldnt run and was walking in pain. couldnt do basics and train. but still, Saiful put me in the first line up during the friendly against JJC. and i felt like i was handicapped. couldnt run. couldnt control the ball. was sub-ed out almost 10 minutes after the first half started and my shin started to hurt again. second half was slightly better but still wasnt good. seems like damn long since i did short corner and i was damn blur after pushing out. could have deflected lavi's ball and it might be a goal. anyhows, won JJ 2-0. guys game against IJC. im very happy to see them play because they really improved alot. i think their intensive trainings paid off. but both teams still have to work alot harder since Adivs are just 2 and a half months away. alot more to work for fitness.

after which had lunch at tiong bahru plaza and surprised our captain with a cake. she didnt know that we were going to surprise her(duh!) and sophial, jermaine and tsu wie were just standing right behind her trying to light the candles. she just went on and on about disecting animals and she didnt even realise the rest of us were like so quiet cos we damn kan chiong she will turn back and see. and she still thought her story very exciting. haha! surprise was a success!!! =D





photos from open house








ok done with the pictures. anyway i heard from keng chong that ruihongs X-ray doesnt seem good. i think he will be hospitalised a few days more. ):

and if you girls see me online please talk to me cos i want to talk to you all!!!! >.<

ok lets update you guys on my life.

i had chalet on monday and tuesday. it was alright. except for only having one hour of sleep. wednesday went to jacs house to make sushi for cheelings birthday. then the rest of the day was out with them. thursday had friendly with northland sec which we lost terribly. 6/7-0. didnt have much feeling cos i was still feeling very tired from the lack of sleep. friday was open house. which i had a great time laughing with the hockey girls. played a bit of game. and most of the time was tending the booth and just joking around. and im very angry/sad/irritated that my stick is broken. it now sounds like a spring when its dropped on the floor. i bet its those people who used it spoilt it. today had training at delta. trained for 4 and a half hours in the hot sun and now my face is red and im having a headache. im not even halfway through my homework and i think im so gonna die when i see my teachers on monday.

ok thats a huge chunk of words. will update again! take care girls! and any readers, if there is.

Hello! I changed the blogskin, finally after 2 years. I hope this is alright, cos I thought it looks neater than those fanciful ones. Have yet to add the slides in cos I DON'T HAVE MANY PICS IN THIS LAPTOP. SOMEONE SEND TO MY EMAIL OR SOMETHING. (:

Happy 2009!

oh my goddddd. can somebody teach me how to stop myself from eating?! went to eat supper at 1am and i feel so fat now. i can literally feel my double chin. we went a little too late and casuarina was closed. i didnt know its not 24 hours! went to newton instead. oh my god save me!! and i read an article(which is the same article that i mentioned the previous post) which says that sleeping late will cause obesity. IVE BEEN SLEEPING AT LIKE 4PLUS5 kind of timing, how to not get fat?! pray dont take height and weight during first week. my p.e lesson is on monday!!! =O

im so positive i wont finish my homework. wonder what the teachers will do. please dont ban me from going training or else ill die. itching to play hockey after not touching it for 2 weeks. i dreamt of it again last night!

im happy today cos i cooked dinner! so sick of outside food you know. but i wasnt really full. i think theres a worm in my stomach!

im so dead cos i didnt do much homework this whole week! worse still, i didnt had plans to go out or anything. so i basically slacked my days at home. next week no time to do at all! anyways, girls please dont sleep late ok. read an article on the papers yesterday that people who sleep late have higher risk of having heart disease! =O ill try hard to sleep early from now on!!

just drank coffee. hoping to keep myself awake so that i can get something done. but the thing is, i dont know what to start from.

something has been on my mind for days. in fact, not days. but for very long. the problem is always there. i thought ive let it go. but no, i havent. ziyu was just complaining to me about stuff. and all i told her was "aiya nevermind lah. you cant do anything anyway." seriously, i think this didnt help her feel any better. cos when i tell people my problems and they tell me that, i still feel the same. but they cant be blamed either, cos they are not the ones experiencing it. thats why ive chose to keep things to myself now. because no one can help me.

a few days back, i was just thinking of secondary school days. didnt exactly get myself in the "emo" mood lah. but i sure miss everybody. i hate changes, but the only thing that dont change in this world, are changes.

less than 2 more weeks to school reopen. and 2 more days, or 1 more day to be exact, from 2009. no new year resolutions this year cos they are useless. just hope that everyone will be happier in 2009.